Posted on Wednesday, January 31, 2007, at 10:10 PM
BOO (:using sis's lappy .
happy can .
whatever .
school's been fine .
i hope so . not really interested in anything .
but things just caught my attention . ironic .
i said what i wanted to .
thoguh some wasn't out yet .
still is up to them to listen .
to give up or not to .
is not easy . i don't know how the hell they will listen .
but whatever the case is .
i am tired .
i really am .
everyday , i lose hopes .
fell and land
harshly and painfully .
i utter nothing .
they understand ? no .
they think i am bad real bad .
but whatever the case is . i meant well .
is up to them to decide .
i want to .
but is that we are a team .
together as one .
sooo ...
they don't want i cant get it too .
well , i don't know what to say .
but that's their choice .
they choose .
(:
i'll try to .
slowly and surely i will let go .
emotionly i am too over .
but now is alright . i cool i think .
and i get over it .
let's get cranky and party all day long .
is happy day everyday .
i'm drained . but who cares .no one .
even i shower all my care , no one appreciate it .
no one return it .
doesn't pay to be a good person .
however i don't really want return so long everyone's happy .
might be my fault though .
i failed . loser i am .
mabe i cANT accept the facts that nothing gos my way .
not everything .
i cant get what i desire for .
that's the harsh fact . but is difficult to face it .
i'll try to .
yes or no . i know .
no maybe no perhaps .
noone understand .
think at a higher level . it helps .
but it brings confusion .
hahs . :D
just smile . get over it .
i tried my best to help . i tried my best to do everything .
seems is jsut wasted .
is nothing .
maybe is harming .
maybe is poisonious .
whatever the case is .
i'll try to .
just try .
:D