Posted on Saturday, December 29, 2007, at 1:43 AM
:DD"Our little secret".
had been reading that recently .
the book is about ,
a father abusing his son SEXUALLY .
since he was like 6 to 13 ?
gross .
he blowjob his son ,
he asked his son to masturbate him ,
he fucked his anus ,
he sold the pictures of them doing it .
he showed porn to him .
WTF WAS HIS DAD THINKING ?
and that was what his dad claims to be ,
love between the both of them ,
and noone shall know what they did .
that's the reason why it was entittled ,
our little secret .
is damn nice uh .
and somehow ,
i felt like vomiting during the reading .
which means ,
the book is a success .
haha .
i dont know what am i talking .
okay .
3 words to the end of post .
fuck the dad .
BYE :D
loves .
Posted on Wednesday, December 26, 2007, at 2:08 AM
gosh .merry christmas ,
oh whatever .
christmas eve wasn't that bad .
had a mini christmas party with monsters .
had a really mini present exchange ,
but the presents were GREAT .
i think mine was .
i received from clara ,
and she received from me .
what luck .
HAHA
i bought her DORA THE EXPLORER ,
i hope she talks to her at night :D
lalalala .
{backpack , backpack}
jas and shan slept over :D
so loves .
christmas when aunty's house .
played bingo ,
damn unlucky .
ah dont talk about it .
right after christmas i am sick .
very sick .
i dont know why .
damn pekchek .
spoil my day .
but i still want to go gym tomorrow ,
early in the morning .
idc . idc . idc .
loves . <3
Posted on Monday, December 24, 2007, at 3:11 AM
damn it MANZXZXZXZX .i am like so anxious .
i feel that ,
there's many unseen troubles ,
like things one doesn't know what
is troubling them .
my FEEL ,
like the world is changing .
very much indeed .
i cant control my desire ,
and somehow this makes me feel like a bitch .
cause i should be really really contented ,
cause i think i am the happiest kid on earth .
YES I AM KID .
haha forever 6 .
:D
imy .
santa stay by my side ,
and this is the best christmas present ever received .
but i'm greedy ,
i want more .
santa says : you need time my dear ,
he needs it too . {wink}
Posted on , at 1:07 AM
santa ,can you give me a million bucks ?
please .
i need it desperately .
{cries}
i really really got to saveeeeeeee .
i spend money on food like wtf .
like 330 bucks all on food .
and i cant buy any clothings at all .
and there goes my shopping list .
feel like crying .
however ...
my japan language course is about to be done .
oh yea .
dad paid for me .
:D:D:D:D
aligato .
hahahaha
sometimes i think ,
i should be contented with everything now .
but ,
i just feel i am vex about somethings .
but i dont know what .
but i think i know .
haiya wtf .
i need beauty sleep .
bye .
tomorrow countdown to christmas ?
:D
I REALLY REALLY NEED MONEY ,
and part time jobs ?
like those 5 days and then i can get my pay one ?
I NEED IT PLEASE ~!
Posted on Sunday, December 23, 2007, at 2:37 AM
i need dress .i want many many dress .
i need money .
i want many many money .
i need breast .
i want big big breast .
{HAHA}
i need care .
i want much much care .
i need love .
i want lots lots love .
okay .
lastly ,
i want to be a little bit more
firmer and darker .
i mean my fats need to be firmer ,
and skin colour to be darker .
i am &$@#*$(*!#%&!*% FAT .
XD .
sigh .
if everything would go my way .
i really wish everything will turn out fine .
like very fine .
i hope this will be just temporary .
please please please .
Posted on Friday, December 21, 2007, at 1:36 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDII TANNNNNNNNN .GOGO SISTER ~~
we'll be here for you .
all the best ,
best wishes LOVES
<3
Posted on , at 1:30 AM
everything ,everyone is so fake .
am i the one who is different ,
or the others .
all i can say is disappointment .
very dissapointed .
Put us all back together
and i mean all .
or , are ya trying to tell me ,
i can only own one of it ,
and not both .
i want both .
and i mean it .
not going to lose either of it ,
i cherish every single one .
but it feels so different ,
am i the root to everything ?
perhaps i am .
so sorry , my bad.
Posted on Wednesday, December 19, 2007, at 9:10 PM
damn .i am so lost .
i am having huge moodswing .
i dont know what's happening to me .
who's the real and who's the not ?
who's speaking the truth ?
and who's the man .
the real man .
who should i go to .
who should i follow .
who who who .
who is the one ,
and who is the they .
am i making the right decision ,
or ain't i .
i dont know .
i feel so lost .
very .
gie me a break .
i had enough of words ,
i want actions .
real actions .
he irks them off ,
and they irks him off .
tell you what ,
everyone irks me off .
i need to be alone .
no i need him ,
no i need them .
no i need myself .
no .
i dont know .
get lost .
stfu .
should i or should i not ?
Posted on Tuesday, December 18, 2007, at 1:30 AM
nothing much .
nothing more .
now i wish that ,
everything will be alright ,
you will grow up .
i hope things will be fine .
sigh .
Posted on Monday, December 17, 2007, at 12:47 AM
BIRDPARKKKKKKKKKKKKKK .D:
quite alright .
i totally got no mood man .
whole day .
very very tired .
and i played very sucky .
argh .
whole day fucked up .
T.T
nothing much .
@$@#%$%!%#@%$^@
i am feeling very very shag ,
and scared .
imy .
hurhur
Posted on Sunday, December 16, 2007, at 12:23 AM
birdparkkkkkkkkkkkkkk .:D
and there's many fears inside me .
damn random ,
and i don't like it .
motherfucking pussy .
argh .
Posted on Saturday, December 15, 2007, at 12:34 AM
i'm FIRED .:D
i dont understand why they bear ,
to fire such a efficient and cute worker .
i mean ,
imagine such a SWEET VOICE saying :
"good evening sir , joey here . would you kindly spare me a few minutes to do a survey"
*the sweetest voice ever .
SEE ~
i think that company gonna collapse real soon lahs .
without me .
AHAH
band band band .
i am having ulcer ,
so afraid i cant perform on sunday .
D:
okay ,
actually idc that i am fired .
cause i just dont care .
look at this delicious conbversation :D
sheilala says:
hahah lj
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
long john\
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
not bad
SEAHSHIYUN the night My day says:
you kfc lahs
sheilala says:
whatttt
SEAHSHIYUN the night My day says:
nothing la pizza hut
sheilala says:
kns lah subway
SEAHSHIYUN the night My day says:
fuck you la yoshinoya\
sheilala says:
you very burgerking leh
SEAHSHIYUN the night My day says:
walao eh you damn mac lohs
sheilala says:
bodoh pepperlunch lor
SEAHSHIYUN the night My day says:
i'm clever lohs mos buger
SEAHSHIYUN the night My day says:
burger*
sheilala says:
just a cafe cartel asshole
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
you don new york new york with me hor
sheilala says:
come suck my swensens
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
later i hagen daze you uh
sheilala says:
then kill your pastamania
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
buy a coffin for ue fish and co
sheilala says:
go dig your own hongkongcafe la
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
bury ur tcc lah
sheilala says:
squeeze your delifrance ok
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
pull your starbucks
sheilala says:
slap your coffee bean
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
bite your sakae
sheilala says:
then go fug your own suki
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
eh please i think you damn soeul garden lahs
sheilala says:
and i think you're just a piece of rocky masters lor!
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
soak ur self with a soup resturant
sheilala says:
bite your own ya kun!
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
you bucket of crystal jade
sheilala says:
your hokkaido icecream dont want you
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
please i think your mr prata hates yhou
sheilala says:
they told me you coffeeclub
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
really ? but i thought you more hei sushi
sheilala says:
yeah but you are more ramen ten!
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
no they said you are ajisen , so i thin is worst than me
sheilala says:
anything, you are just so ichiban sushi
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
GENKI YOU\
sheilala says:
HAHAHHAH funny sia
sheilala says:
suck your kobayashi
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
sakura
sheilala says:
ni ma ma don wan play already
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
woo
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
i win ~!
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
yes ah
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
i win
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
LALALAL
SEAHSHIYUN boesfx . says:
you really damn CHIPPY LOH
okay , i am just bored .
goodnight
and so loves .
please ,
i love you ,
boesfx
Posted on Wednesday, December 12, 2007, at 6:13 AM
happy advance birthday to ,wendii tan wenyun .
:D
enjoy alright ,
loves <3
had a fun and high night .
hahaha .
i didnt drunk okay ~
ya they said ,
the drunkard always say their awake ,
but i am really whatttttttttttt .
haha .
XD
okay .
i hate lian .
cause i think they are a bunch of ,
brainless girl ,
with no figure and face ,
and are cheap and they stood low .
very low .
and worst they dont have self esteem .
cause they think they are perfect and good .
what the fuck .
and they think their english is perfect ,
and worst ,
they spoil the image of girl ,
they slander the name of girl .
damn .
i think a new gender should be created ,
SLUT .
so those lians would have a better gender on their identity card ,
slut ,
and not female .
cause is insulting .
fucking lians .
Posted on Tuesday, December 11, 2007, at 3:28 AM
i am having period .damn irritatinggggggggg .
i wish i am a lady without pussy.
HAHA
no lahs .
just no period ,
i'll be fine .
i'll never gonna let you cry ,
never ever gonna let you go ,
never ever gonna say goodbye .
loves .
if you're free .
do not fear , and take that first step .
:D
you're not a loser , you're just lost .
Posted on , at 12:08 AM
somehow i wish i was stronger .as in ,
ya like in that way stronger .
i'm too weak ,
way too weak .
my mental overpower my emotion ,
and my emotion overpower my phsyical .
damn .
i think too much .
too much too much .
i must control .
i dont want to be a thinker .
is not good .
way not good .
arghhhhhhh .
i rather be an idiot .
okay .
just smile and accept everything .
will be fine one day .
everything will .
i went band today .
DONT LAUGH JOANNE NG SIWEI ~
i know no band ,
so that bloody limenru gonna get it .
HAHA .
met up with leong and co .
like finally i get to see leong .
tomorrow shall be a fun day .
oh .
ily .
Posted on Sunday, December 09, 2007, at 10:18 PM
i miss my friends .i miss my school life .
i miss my band life .
i miss my past .
i miss my classmate .
i miss my lifestyle .
i miss you .
i want to meet up with all ,
those motherfucks .
yes ,
clara the blackie ,
yushan the bitch ,
wendii the big head ,
renyi the small eye .
leong the grossshit ,
grace the idiot .
LALALA .
i miss suan-ing you all .
that what i do best isn't it ?
gahs . :D
and ,
screw my day today .
it sucks like totally .
okay not really ,
at least i enjoy the day ,
the night sucks .
:D
Posted on , at 1:40 AM
ah .haven been working for these few days .
so which means ,
my pay will be very very little .
damn shag .
is alright .
stayed over at cousin's house .
wa .
was fun .
so miss them ?
haha .
saturday was such a blast .
so many people ,
and we crapped .
i think ,
seah's family is full with ,
crappers .
hahs .
all damn lame .
i feel like buying psp slim again .
should i buy ?
urgh .
i'll be fine ,
i'll be fine .
no worries .
and smile :D
STEVENLIM ROCKS MY WORLDDDDDDDDDDD .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD
Posted on Sunday, December 02, 2007, at 7:46 PM
i am on the verge on giving up everything .it just seems like my waiting ,
was just vain .
i can't stand the way ,
other girls get along with you .
and if she is cool ,
then is still alright .
but the main thing is ,
she isn't .
fuckingmother pussy .
i just can't forget everything ,
that had happened in the past .
i cant .
i had been holding back everything .
had been trying very hard to forget everything ,
but i cant .
and i don't understand how the fuck can you do it .
all the daily works and routine ,
just ain't enough to keep me busy and forget you .
it just makes me irritated each day ,
sick and tired every single damn fucking day .
and in addition ,
the missing you ,
makes me feel so uneasy .
i am reallyreally very lost .
i put on the brave front ,
and it seems like it has broken down .
i feel like breakingdown right at this moment .
i need someone badly .
no not you .
i am trying very hard to do it .
i need to vent it all out ,
all the 6 months tears .
is so pathetic crying alone ,
and all i need is someone .
can you breakdown this wall ,
and pull me through ?
tell me i'm a fool ,
slap me before you leave ,
make me dead on you .
please .
Posted on Saturday, December 01, 2007, at 2:21 AM
one last word ,last 3 letters ,
last question .
i love you ,
do you ?
GOODNIGHT .
Posted on , at 1:53 AM
oh is december .cheers ?
i want diamond for my x'mas can ?
real diamond .
hurhur .
i want to be rich ,
so i can buy and store diamonds in my room .
HAHAHAHA .
yea right .
i remembered there was once ,
this tall guy , someone i hate alot ,
told me this :
'you got to learn how to let go' .
well , i feel is so true now .
it seems like ,
everthing is never ending .
however , if i let go now ,
then where's all the persistence and determination ?
uhuh .
perhaps , what he meant was ,
to let go of what i had achieve and climb for a better success .
well ,
is just so confusing ,
er wait no ,
i made it confusing .
but i think i got to learn and really master it .
i just don't understand the world ,
it seems to lack compassion ,
cause to what i see and feel ,
not many possesses it .
and i do really hope ,
the stupid kids would come to light one day .
what's gang , cig , fights , beer and freedom ,
when you don't even have the cert ?
every kids have their rights to play ,
but there is always a better way of playing .
why stood so low ,
and be so low class .
i look down on these people .
when i am rich ,
i'll save the world .
so how can i be right .
motherfuck .
Scorpio Horoscope (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
It's time for you to step beyond any emotional drama so you can better consider what is next. Although you still might be attached to unresolved feelings, they may have to heal on their own. It's not useful to involve others in this process now. Instead, visualize a happier and healthier future. Whatever you believe in your imagination can become reality later on.