Posted on Thursday, October 30, 2008, at 11:15 PM
idk why but everything is pissing me off right now.so so pissing me off!
there's like so many things to do, yet i'm not getting it started.
NO!
is, i know what's going through my mind,
i so want to do it, i so want to get it started
but i just dont have the materials to get it started with.
everything is on track, and started off pretty well, i want to sustain.
i want to make it good. i want to start doing my stuffs.
i feel so eager to do my stuffs.
but i want to go out and play. i want to have fun and enjoy.
i'm not quite looking foward to tomorrow. or even saturday or sunday.
i guess?
every single human now is pissing me off like mad i swear.
Like everything just so ain't right. every sentence, every request, every word
i just aint have the mood to reply or what. i feel so stonned.
i seriously prefer to be in lesson. i've so much fun in class, and time pass so fast!
and then suddenly, i've so much guilt in me now. all the favour i owe people,
idk why, after 16 years of dependent i suddenly feel guilt towards my love one.
be it in what way, idk why.
is it good or bad. AH!
suddenly, my future bcomes so bleak.
WA! i sound damn damn emotional here ah. like damn depress.
but i'm not uh! hahahah!
Posted on Wednesday, October 29, 2008, at 7:57 PM
WAITING FOR BUS, MORNING TRAFFIC, SQUEEZING IN SUPER PACKED BUS, HAVING NO SEAT TO SIT, JUST PISS ME OFF SO BADLY!AHHHHHH.
woah! got to start on my assignment already uh!
i wonder if i've got the time to sleep.
i need my beauty, sexy, pretty, hot, cute, sweet, loving, caring, thoughtful, humourous, humble and honest sleep uh!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
idw to go to school so early! :(
Posted on , at 2:25 AM
Draw essential is so much fun! (:And someday soon i'll wake.
Posted on Monday, October 27, 2008, at 11:28 PM
Can't i make out with winnie the pooh bear!? hahaha!bloody school tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow.
AH!!!
so afraid that my work wouldnt be up to my own expectation. :(
i really want to earn alot alot of money now!
then i can return the favour i owe so many people!
and my course is so costly, each assignment needs so many materials!
:(
i've to say no to food, and stop being such a glutton!
If there's a day for you to get strong and fight for yourself, from this second on is gonna fucking start.
Posted on , at 12:36 AM
Now, i realised how pretty singapore really is.We always see it's ugly side, yet not looking at it in a different angel,to realise it's beauty.
Lastly, a photo of godness of awesomeness. LOL!
Posted on Sunday, October 26, 2008, at 12:08 AM
CUTE OR NOT YOU TELL ME!damn damn cute lo.
hahahaha!
he acted in the Tropic Thunder,
damn cute ah.
the show quit awesome!
brandon soohooooooooo!
Posted on Saturday, October 25, 2008, at 12:24 AM
Hectic week.performance is coming up,
P1 site analysis,
sketches.
woah! alot ah.
i shall sleep and talk about all those later.
meanwhile,
FUCK THE NBCB WHO USED MY FUCKING ROOM AH!
i really really dk to love or not love the fucking bro of mine.
he is fuck up, thats all.
and this is so fucking pissing me off ah!
i need camera, nootice board, white board, paint, clips, ideas, lucks,
money,clothings,love,fun,laughters,harmony,gathering, and lastly,
i need myself! :D
NIGHTY NIGHT NIGHT!
SWEETY SWEET DREAMS!
Posted on Tuesday, October 21, 2008, at 11:57 PM
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!
Posted on , at 12:15 AM
the rest of this semester is fucking screw.i swear is gonna be so pack and tense,
that i will look even hotter.
HAHA NO LINK!
omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg.
kill me kill me kill me kill me.
im gonna start falling in love with shuhei endo!
LOL.
BFF is big fac forever = pbj. (:
kho jieyu damn damn damn smart! lol
Posted on Monday, October 20, 2008, at 2:24 AM
wa, i think i ought to be more indepedent!i didnt know how to check my timetable,
i didnt know what elective i went in,
i didnt know when it starts,
i dont even know what class im in,
i didnt know what to hand in.
i think i damn slack ah.
i should buck up.
now is the motivation that keeps me going,
hopefull it will become inspiration and keeps me going for a lifetime.
heehee (:
im gonna be damn damn perfectionist, and love what im doing more!
the dawn is breaking on my side, what about yours?
the weather here is getting hotter, what about yours?
everything on my side is kinda changing.
at least im a stronger person, and i dont cry that easily like i used to.
sometimes i wonder, if we were back together what will happen?
will we still be deeply attached?
will we still quarrel over minor stuffs?
will we still laugh at each other?
but i dont think it matters anymore,
i need to go, so please be strong.
much loves, ily.
Posted on Saturday, October 18, 2008, at 3:30 AM
LOL!
i wish i have such bro ah! :)
i also want to make a video like this.
HAHAHA
Posted on , at 3:20 AM
oh yea.i'm so not gonna cut my hair for a year!
:)
weelyn damn jealous of my new sexy hair ah.
at least i do crazy things in my life before lo!
weelyn come on be brave, shave botak!
it suits you. ((:
woah, i've got alot to catch up!
:D
Posted on Friday, October 17, 2008, at 12:50 AM
WOAH!WOAH!WOAH!green,overlap,green,overlap.
lol!
quite impulsive, but who cares!
after so long finally met kuek and all! :D
after so long, i met tsx!
after so long, i finally went to dte!
lol.
stupid place.
i think pasir ris is just a fuck up place ah.
wa, i cant stand those stupid young kids in uniform ah.
especially ugly girls and boys, hanging under void deck,
thinking that they damn cool, thinking they look damn nice in their uniform,
smoking and making a din ah! fucking annoying.
maybe they should just fuck in the bushes or what ah!
WOAH! i think i damn adult only. hahahaha.
annoying retards.
and i want to have a damn healthy lifestyle ah.
like gyming, swimming, voluntery work.
been saying i want to do voluntery work for damn long ah.
but the orphanage i found was at bukit timah?
fuck far ah! oh dear. :(
Posted on Wednesday, October 15, 2008, at 11:40 PM
oh yea, i cant wait for tomorrow.
i'm gonna be an ahlian soon!
weelyn's best friend to be!
wa, awesome.
so excitedddddddddddddddd.
and sudoku damn fun ah!
for smart people like meeeee.
i dont want to do rj, please please.
walao.
annoying know!!!
ahhhhhhhh.
Posted on , at 2:51 AM
WAWAWA!gang sia. so KOOL!?
DAMN KOOL LA.
your brother more KOOL AH!
hahahahha!
Brother that landed you in this state,
damn awesome!
hang out more with them ah!
fucking stupid moron.
pissing me off.
Posted on Monday, October 13, 2008, at 11:03 PM
FUCK ALEX FOR PRANK CALLING ME!ALLSWELL, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! hahahaha.
anyway,(abit sudden)
is when the emotions set in, that's when we all cant control.
Ahgong,daper,erper,papa,sizek,sizim,gouzek,gouzim(?)HAHA!,dagu,mikeuncle,ergu,xiaogu,ahQuncle,
jiejie,korkor,liyun,eugene,fiona,haoyee,damien,chuan,lele,ah bee,leelee,jiajun.
ahma,ahama,ahama,ahma,ahma,ahma.
we'll stay as one. i love :)
ahma, i'll wash my face everytime i come home.
ahma, i'll have my meals regularly.
ahma, i'll be clean and bath earlier.
ahma, i'll be more hardwroking and neat.
ahma, i miss your old wrinkled smile.
ahma, i miss disturbing you.
ahma, i miss your scoldings.
ahma, i miss your friend prawns.
ahma, i miss your goodnight.
ahma, i miss your care.
ahma, sorry for not being independent enough to buy you filet ofish using my own money.
ahma, sorry for finding you a bother sometimes.
ahma, sorry for not being as filial as jiejie.
ahma, thanks for everything.
if not for you, we wouldnt be that united.
ahma, my greatest ahma. :)
chao ji, kapo kia, dua han la!
heehee
Posted on Thursday, October 09, 2008, at 11:28 PM
Rest in peace.many loves, grandma :)
Posted on Wednesday, October 08, 2008, at 1:49 AM
the only thing i can trust my mom on now is,milk! :D
i always been in love with you,
i guess you know is always true,
you took my love for granted i know,
i love you more than i could say.
this is damn random and no link and whatever ah!
hahahhahaha :D
Posted on , at 1:33 AM
been damn busy due to the sexy-ness in me ah. HAHA
this holiday is filled with injuries, cuts, and pain.
LOL!
but i did have fun, cycling, chilling and all.
:D
i need to work out ah! like those damn vigorous one!
hahaha.
special credits and thanks to my sexy friend, graceteo,
for helping me! hahaha :D
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou.
when the night falls,
one by one gone,
stiff air, total darkness, complete silence,
the call of help,
the stare of pain,
the tears of misery,
and all you can do is to stand and see this sight.
show some mercy, let her free.