Posted on Thursday, July 31, 2008, at 3:17 PM
Block out.If you can do that, i can do it too.
hahs.
Posted on Wednesday, July 30, 2008, at 6:55 PM
Baby I set my tracks my life to the fuckin' baby out to you. And the turnup in your eyes keep my head. Until I sweat now tell me what the fuck to do. One day I gettin' to the point where I can't do, Nothing but try to be strungout on you. Let me down, waiting down below.. for the fleeting past to let go. Well to the end I raise my better half, pimpin' up my own reflection. Forever I saw kissin' you goodbye, to give my soul addiction. Before I walk I need the ground. You know me poor, I never return. Up and next you tell me FUCKIN' WHORE! The only bottle left to drink before I go.
Posted on , at 1:17 AM
Assumption kills.
Posted on Tuesday, July 29, 2008, at 11:57 PM
is just like something which keeps you going,like you just want it to vanish with the wind,
to get out of your head, to feel your heart again.
to release yourself, so that you aint like a creature crawling through
the other side of a glass window.
many things happen for a reason,
the only thing that matter is whether the reason is valid or not.
to some it just doesnt look right.
idk why.
Posted on , at 3:36 PM
woot!i am going for a jog later on.
i think i shall have a sleep first.
omg.
so embarrassing, been such a long time since i run.
madness.
:D
Posted on Monday, July 28, 2008, at 11:13 PM
2D art was like woah.lol.
one month of woah,
will make me go woah woah WOAH!
and that lecturer abit kuku one,
quite annoying.
no going to school late already :(
damn sad.
by right i should be in taiwan now lei.
i miss the chance of learning with better musician lo.
damn sad.
but is alright.
Tp played hanuka.
i like that piece lo, memories i guess.
:D
kiss me goodnight.
Posted on Sunday, July 27, 2008, at 12:53 AM
FUCKING HOUSE RULEEEEE.wtf lo,
cannot wear slipper, shorts, spag and SLEEVELESS.
KNN, why cannot wear sleeveless.
wtf, seriously.
this is damn riddiculous.
idc man, im going school naked on monday.
HAHAHA.
wtf,
we had 4 houserule set by this stupid lecturer for next module,
and i sooo dont like him.
and i think i had/will broke this 4 rules.
HAHAHA.
so knn laaaa.
we drawing only lei,
why cannot wear sleeveless,
i bet he is a gay la, or his hormones damn wild one,
very easily turn on.
AH. damn pekchek.
steamboat with leong&clara is awesome lo.
i ate so much.
and having runs too la, :(
Posted on Friday, July 25, 2008, at 1:39 AM
Back then,
when i was younger,
when i was still wearing braces,
when i was still brave and strong,
when i was still so innocent,
when i was still so playful,
when i still didnt know the feeling of pain,
when i still didnt know the feeling of love,
when i still didnt know what is sadness,
the world just seems so right.
but even if there is still if(s), i would still choose to love you this once.
feel pain this once, feel love this once, feel you this once.
but it just seems is all over, and i am all fine.
no matter how hard i try to block you out in the day,
in the night you still appear, in my dreams.
maybe you're no longer you,
thanks for doing so much for me, i understand all.
maybe to you i was just a materialistic bitch, that's why you end this.
Posted on Tuesday, July 22, 2008, at 11:08 PM
What if your previous-love told you this.1)Why did you let me go?
-you were the one.
2)Can I win you back?
take me as a gamble then.
3)But I am very much happy with you back then.
let's get happier.
4)I still love you.
continue loving uh.
5)When did we last talk?
now?
6)Can you go with me?
go where? lol.
7)Hey,can i give you/ask for a ride?
what car are you driving?
8)Were you able to move on?
it depends on your defination of move on.
9)I regret losing you.
then get over it.
10)I cannot keep my promise to you.
then swear to me.
11)My parents do not like you.
but i love your parent.
12)You have changed.
SURE NOT? HAHAHA
i saw this bulletin on friendster,
quite funny lo the question, so i decided to do it here.
school tomorrow, and hope everything would be finish by tomorrow!
:D i damn zai manzxzxzxzxzxzxzz.
lol.
Posted on , at 3:36 PM
slit though from one end to another end of the mouth, to smile forever.
be a joker.
smile, laugh till the end of time.
no more.
Posted on , at 12:35 AM
oh ya!i seriously forgotten that i said i am gonna watch dark knight with leong lo!
lolllll.
i dont understand why i keep forgetting what i myself said,
and always remember what others say.
fuck lo!
im so annoying.
fucking stomach aint feeling well again.
ahhhhhhhh.
Posted on , at 12:03 AM
WALAO.dark knight not that nice at all.
and i actually paid 7 bucks to watch edison chen for that 3 secs lei,
and 50 cents for the entire movie,
but i didnt get to see him lei!!!!
ok fine.
i think that the ending sucks alittle,
too much fighting.
but i think the story line is damn good.
and i actually feel sad for joker.
and i think the 2 face guy damn sad lo,
sigh!
LOL
this is damn shiok. no school!
=D
no more autocad!
^^
Posted on Sunday, July 20, 2008, at 10:28 PM
happy birthday LYNN!:)
i bought a super cute doramon mouse lo!
lol, sheila says it looks retarded la,
but i think normal doramon is retarded looking enough la,
so yea! hahahahaha.
eh eh eh EH!
got blue light somemore, when connected to my lap!
^^ jealous nottttttt?
HAHAHA
i am super bored la now.
ohoh let me share an incident with everyone.
fucking gross la, but quite funny.
ok here it goes,
Once upon a time,
there is this fisherman, lets call him ah seng.
Ah seng out to sea to catch fish, duh cause he is a fisherman.
so he happily packed the necessities cause he will be out in the sea for days to a week.
then he rows his boat and goes out to the sea.
then he stops in the middle of the sea,
then started fishing.
idk why, when he starts fishing he gets horny la,
i think is because he is out in the deep blue sea alone,
nobody to accompany him and all, so he got the sudden urge lo.
but is not the main point uh, let carry on,
THEN!
he caught this stingray, and he flipped it over,
and say this hole at the bottom.
so to fulfill his urge and pleasure needs,
he actually fuck the stingray sia!!
can you imagine?
walao.
so he did this a couple of time when he is out in the sea.
and finally one day!
he got this pregnanted stingray i think,
then so he did the same thing to it,
then the stingray retaliate, and stung him on his ass,
and he died!
lol!
i think he died more honourably than steve irwin lo,
at least he get stung because he rape a stingray,
whereas steve irwin died because he is admiring the stingray.
LOL.
i am damn bored thats all.
open,blind,hidden,unknown
Posted on Saturday, July 19, 2008, at 3:07 AM
Hidden self: something that a person chose to keep it to themself due to fear, and did rather not disclose it. someone appearing happy, might not be appearing happy inside.this is one of the quadrant of johari window.
can go research on it, some psychology thingy.
is what i learnt during the business lecture i attended.
LOL.
rather interesting isn't it?
johari sounds somewhat wrong, (LOL, if you get what i mean)
but the theory behind is damn cool.
there's nohari window too.
i dont know why i suddenly blog about this,
just a random thought of it.
performance tomorrow at vch, so lazy, reluctant to go?
idk. i dont want to wear heels la,
is like an invention to kill girls.
HAHA.
off to bed. loves, xoxo.
i can barely remember, is gone with the wind.
i think i understand life more than anyone else does now.
sometimes, there is just no answer to thing.
and i'd rather not know anymore.
Posted on Thursday, July 17, 2008, at 10:59 PM
Dadra assignment is damn annoying la.like finally i finished my plan,
and is plan only you know.
:(
i need to start being hardworking!
in addition i still got another assignment,
sounds okay la, but to write essay,
damn lazy to dooooooooooo.
OMG,
that day i saw one bangla at the busstop, sitting and waiting for bus.
then this bangla two appear, wa!
when they saw each other, it seems like one just flew over from blangadesh,
then grab each other hand and look affectionately into each other eyes,
then the one stood up and they hugged each other,
touching each others butt.
WTF, so gross.
i think that's how double chocolate is created. lol
For the next 100 years, i'll be standing here.
Posted on Wednesday, July 16, 2008, at 12:14 AM
this is fucking annoying,i cant fucking express how im feeling.
:(
i fucking hate this feeling.
so. ahhhhhhh.
There were those empty threats and hollow lies. And whenever you tried to hurt me, I just hurt you even worse, and so much deeper. There were hours that just went on for days. When alone at last wed count up all the chances,that were lost to us forever.
and i dont fucking understand this template.
this is fucking irritating me, i cant look at my archives now!
wtf.
Posted on Monday, July 14, 2008, at 11:21 PM
i need to:1.)DIET
2.)WASH FACE MORE OFTEN
3.)SLEEP EARLY
4.)SLEEP LESSER
5.)STOP SLACKING
6.)HAIRCUT
major assignment starts today.
damn sian :(
next block is 2D ARTS.
ART LEI, I HATE PAINTING LO!
lol, lets take a step at a timeeeeee.
i've lived, i've love, i've lost, i've paid some dues,baby.
we've been to hell and back again.
Posted on , at 12:55 AM
each and everytime when granny is in pain,i feel so helpless.
i cant do anything to ease her pain.
every night when she whine in silence,
i close my eyes, and hope she is fine,
what else can i do?
other than offering her panadol or water?
i dont like to sympathise people,
care and sympathy is so different,
when i care, im sure i am able to help,
but when i sympathise you, i cant do anything at all.
and i know granny is strong enough all these while,
maybe all these sufferings are enough, just end it.
so much i want to take over the pain for you.
with loves.
Posted on Sunday, July 13, 2008, at 11:29 PM
what's the happiest thing about nbc?i get to seeeee my lysb! lol.
Result and all is so unexpected, but well,
congrads to all.
and the damn shiok thing is,
tomorrow lessons starts at 12!
woyea!
stayover was not bad though.
lol. :)
there's alot of things i want to say,
alot of things i want to express,
but i just dont know how to say it all.
:(.
i'd rather not have any feelings.
Posted on Tuesday, July 08, 2008, at 11:22 PM
on this special day,080708, a day which joanne the retard thought it was 080808,
(wa her calender fucking fast, but thats beside the point), lol,
i decided to give myself a break!
so i didnt attend school. :D
is not an unusal thing but yea.
(idk what im talking)
i met up with 2 bitches. baby jojoxx and xiao xianyzxzx.
HAHAHAHA!
i know that my coursemates just miss me alot,
without SEAHSHIYUN, everything is so not fun!
HAHA. admit it,everyone just love me.
but i did went back to school for self practise.
did the usual things and then went prata shop with the same people.
lol.
nbc is getting near. i just dont wish nbc to end,
cause jonathan and co is quiting soon,
then it will be so not fun! damn sad.
well, lets see.
Posted on , at 1:33 PM
one last time.sometimes i wonder if things would still be the same if we werent even together.
would you be into this state, or even do those things a year back?
would you mix with such people and neglect your studies?
are you really happier this way, or is just to seek for company.
i never want to see or even imagine how you will be in future?
drop out from school?
slacking all days?
how about your piano?
how about your ambition?
the little blue bird that fly high.
the dream that you dare to dream.
is all bullshit.
my friend once told me,
is all bullshit. if you really want to become something great,
nothing will hinder you, for you will go all out for it.
if a guy can feel this way, i think you should too,
unless you are not a guy.
i always blamed myself for what you have become.
till now i cant get rid of the guilt that is in me,
maybe everything was a mistake from the start.
and it has been dragging for too long.
thanks for ending it, maybe you are right.
no matter how happy we used to be,
it doesnt matters now.
cause i know you are happier,
and this is all that matters.
goodbye my love, and thanks for everything.
and now, i know i have fucking better things to do.
and just lead a simple fucking life.
nothing is gonna be the same anymore.
Posted on Monday, July 07, 2008, at 11:49 PM
Emotion turmoil.everything is just so confusing.
i dont understand why things turn out this way.
why romance just ends this way.
why live just ends this way.
why feeling just ends this way.
i wonder what leads me to do things i didnt expect myself to do in these 3 years.
i know you gave in to me, i know you changed for me,
maybe sometimes what not meant to be, will not be meant to be.
but is just the habit and the feeling of having you here with me.
whats the use of giving you surprises, not sleeping for you,
waking up early for you, accompanying you, caring for you,
being devoted to you, having fun with you and loving you?
some say is the power of love,
i say is stupidity.
i'll just wait for another you and i think i found.
Posted on , at 12:13 AM
I would do for you what you did to me,Even kill, But to you I am just a mirror.
Well, sometimes mirrors shatter.
The shrapnel becomes deadly.
It surrounds you with no escape.
And you can't save her, You can't save her.
Like a ghost, you slept in my bed.
And I fell while you tore through my neck.
When I awoke, you were already dead.
Those eyes, I'll never forget.
Make your move, take your time.
Every pawn threatens your life.
Go raise hell, come up short.
No mercy is granted here.
Best come clean, kill your stride.
Keep your head, cleanse your life.
Cause you can't save her, You can't save her.
Like a ghost, you slept in my bed.
And I fell while you tore through my neck.
When I awoke, you were already dead.
Those eyes, I'll never forget."I don't care what you do to her,You won't find her body.
I swear, I swear,You won't find her body.In time, the rain with every season
Will wash the bones down the river."
Death is upon all of us.It comes in the shape of an angel
Posted on Sunday, July 06, 2008, at 10:37 PM
shop.eat.
sleep.
had spicy ramen, seriously burnt my stomach.
after that had fish and co for dinner.
damn pig lo me.
but, i cant control.
thanks lynn and bro man!
im so bless i think.
if you fucking hell can go love and talk to a fucking girl,
i can fucking hell live beter.
if you fucking think you are fucking happier this fucking way,
then fucking so be it.
even a fucking dog has more fucking feelings than you do.
i am fucking moving on without the fucking you.
you fucking hear me?
Posted on Friday, July 04, 2008, at 11:56 PM
i dont think it looks like condom,
oh well, it actually does la.
and condom with, BJ MAN.
HAHAHAHA.
bj has got a cheeks which weigh about 20 kg.
and most probably her body just weigh like 14.5kg.
then her boobs will be like 1.5kg?
HAHA
doesnt it looks exactly like her!?
HAHAH.
cute la cute la,
cause i made one what! ^^
too lazy to upload.
dont know what im doing either.
loves.
Posted on , at 11:15 PM
dadra was not that easy after all.it sucks a little, too lazy to get everything started.
is like,
when you took the first step, you just have to carry on,
till you complete it, you just cant stop halfway.
thing sucks when is like that.
:(
my lecturer said the hoodie looks like a condom,
when it's zipped all the way up,
he's just trying to say i look like the dick beneath.
HAHAHAHA.
took alot of pictures in class,
and flooded mk's laptop with my sexy face.
i bet he is looking now lo! LOL
meeting leong and ??? tomorrow.
oh yea.
leong's internet just sucks to the max.
photos next.
Posted on , at 12:25 AM
WOOHOO.i am currently, skype-ing(?)
with mark and weewee.
soooo fun! LOL
like real.
mark is a real asshole,
weewee is fucking retarded.
i just rock so much
:D
Posted on Thursday, July 03, 2008, at 10:32 PM
wa.today was awesome man.
dadra was not that hard to master,
history presentation is fucking awesome.
LOL!
is so funnnn la.
is this how singaporean unite?
no design history on friday and monday.
damn damn slackkkkkkk :D
and PBJ!(LOL, BJ SIOLLLL)
me ass is kansibei chio ok?
it doesnt look like his face,
too nice to even be his face. :)
yesterday night, i finally did what i wanted to do for long.
and i seriously miss you.
i miss the feeling of you being here with me.
and this is what i long for.
but i think, i had put it down.
until the day you be back.
take great care.
is not a wrong send, is to you,
my dearest you.
Posted on Wednesday, July 02, 2008, at 11:03 PM
wa, fuck look at this man.is fucking gruesome la.
cant believe this guy get away,
and what more he is a minor celebrity now.
http://youcapturedme.blogspot.com/2008/06/excerpt-from-in-fog-sagawas-post.html
if you got weak heart, DON'T READ IT.
is fucking gross.
but he wrote a book, i so wana buy it. lol
read the story uh, maybe loving someone too much,
leads to this. HAHAHA
Posted on , at 9:59 PM
wa damn shiok.went to eat japanese buffet at katong.
damn damn shiok.
the sashimi is like best man.
damn damn damn damn shiok.
so worth the money,
and the best thing is, i dont have to pay!
LOL!
^^
went back lyss to collect testimomo.
abit reluctant to go back,
luckily, didnt get to see people that i dont want to see.
and lyss is fucking corrupted with all the KT.
oh fuck,
without us, school is dying.
HAHAHAHA XD
everything is such a slack now.
im soooo slacking my ass off.
:D
Posted on Tuesday, July 01, 2008, at 10:37 PM
fuck you, you fucking hear me?fucking get out of my head.
fuck all these 3 years.
fuck everything i did.
fuck everything you said.
fuck everything we did.
fuck the love.
fuck the trust.
fuck the devotion.
fuck time.
fuck memories.
fuck my brain.
just fucking get out of my head,
you make me look stupid.
and i dont like it.
is like huanting me, and i fucking hate it.