Posted on Monday, June 30, 2008, at 11:26 PM

Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOMEEver notice how all of women's problems start with MEN? MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy.

lol, some stupid email.

i forgot to bring my major assignment, but i guess is all fine.autocad and history, waseh, kinda slack. very infact.and, TORRES SCORED. i dont care if he sucks, or it was tyco.the main thing is, it was my love power,which gives him the will to carry. believe it or not! HAHAHAHA

i come this far, and i see you falling down.so much i want to reach out to you, to bring you up,but you never want to reach out for me, not trusting me, or even yourself i supposed. then what more should i do? to see you fall? and just do nothing. you never realise. when you're falling, i'm falling together with you, but i never want you to see it.


Posted on , at 12:22 AM
if happy little blue birds fly,
beyond the rainbow why oh why cant you?

i always remember this and will never forget it.
though the music box is spoilt, but the melody remains.

im always day dreaminn nowaday,
maybe all these is a dream?
wake me up, wake yourself up.
when will you?

Posted on Sunday, June 29, 2008, at 10:55 PM
is a sleepy sunday today.
so i slept and slept despite the fact that i was out.
ok whateverrrrr.

new module tomorrow,
is like i dont even know that time to report to school.
lol.
ho seh!
still have got some last minute things to touch up.

woah, recently many things triggered my anger.
i never feel this way before, but well now i did.
i dont know why too.
and for all you know i am not god.
if im god, i would have made myself disappear.

is not i dont want to let my hand go,
just that my heart cant let it go.

Posted on , at 2:28 AM
i need to sleep.
goodnight.


is when you are lost,
and nobody is there to show the way.
cause everyone is giving up.

Posted on Friday, June 27, 2008, at 12:37 AM
so tired.

i just got my feelings mixed up again.
damn cb.
i think i am stupid,
ya really stupd.

i can do it. i can always do it.
sleepppppp will solve everything :D

Posted on Thursday, June 26, 2008, at 10:38 PM
what more?
what now?

i feel weird today.

fatigue.
very indeed.

Posted on Wednesday, June 25, 2008, at 10:17 PM
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
waseh, how did i actually does things with a blank piece of mind.
now call me cool, say i'm awesome.

half of the time, or should i say,
most of the time, i dont even know what im doing?
walking and laughing with a blank piece of mind.
my mind is as blank as a piece of paper,
everything seems so distant and unfamiliar.
i think is just me refraining, but how can i not to?

oh well. just fuck life.

Posted on Tuesday, June 24, 2008, at 10:31 PM
After this week, everything would be better.
so much better and relax.
nbc after that?

ok la, i rather do project now than going for it.
so scary lo.
im becoming more gutless.
idk why either.

im fucking having mense la!
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
soooo annoying,
no wonder i get annoyed easily.

i so want to have a superpower!
if i can choose one superpower,
i would want to choose an ability to read mind
waseh, im so fucking cool la.
then i can help and understand people with troubles more.
:)

i feel that im fucking random,
presentation tomorrow, smart casual,
i am smart looking enough what!
LOL :D

Posted on , at 12:53 AM
i seriously have no idea of what
i want,
i do,
i think,
i hear,
i eat,
i shit,
i write,
i type,
i talk,
i say,
i joke,
i sing.

i haven been using my brain,
thinking and stoning too much.
so much that, idk whats happening around me.


i met up with leongie babi,
to talk cock sing song play mahjong.
lol!
miss her,
and everybody so much.

and now, so much i want to be young again.
i dont want to see new faces anymore.
i guess so.

Posted on Monday, June 23, 2008, at 3:02 AM
i think i am doing the right thing.
just so right.


is alright for one person to feel the pain,
rather than many isnt it.
yes i am so right.

this is so awesome.

Posted on Sunday, June 22, 2008, at 9:12 PM
I'm in love with vitas.
idk why, and i dont understand what he is singing.
but it feels so great listening to it.


so much i wana scream my head off.
:(

Posted on , at 3:23 AM
i dont want to forget about you, and i chose to remember those sadness.
that's just my decision.

suddenly, i feel so messed up. :(

Posted on Thursday, June 19, 2008, at 8:38 PM
i needa fucking start doing my work man!
2 major assignments and im stuck,
very very stuck.
sigh.

i feel so lousy lo,
cant get running notes done,
haven start doing my stuffs.
fucking fucking annoyin. :(
i just feel like fucking my 10 fingers,
alright sounds wrong,
but AH!
i need time to cool down.
this is so sucky lo. so feel like a junior again.
eh wait, i am!
ahh whatever crap, hate starting from scratch.
time to make myself uesful for once.


met up with 2 pigs, lol.
skinny pig is of course, SLEEPING!
miss the fun lo, bitch.
:D

Posted on Wednesday, June 18, 2008, at 11:10 PM
I'm just seeking for a security.
so insecure.

Posted on , at 10:52 PM
Guilt,anger,dissapointment,sadness,worry,concern,agony,freedom
growing,love,progressing,deproving,anticipating,believing,trusting,
ignorance,numb,prone,used,acting,faking,stupid,lousy,dumb,idiot.
guiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguilt.

motherfucking fuck.

Posted on Tuesday, June 17, 2008, at 2:47 AM
is like every little things remind me of you.
everytime you just filled my mind,
i cant get rid of you, neither do i want.

why are you doing all these for nothing?
even if no one is there for you, even if everyone ignore you,
you know ill always be here for you.
and even when you seemed to be lost,
the path back home is never close.

i just want to tell you, cherish yourself more,
love yourself more, like i always do.
and for sure, this is what i always believe in -you.

Posted on , at 12:55 AM



A picture speaks a thousand words.

So there goes 3 thousands words for you.

:) i know is alot, but well what to do.

sigh. feeling so fucking lousy,

where should i start?


Posted on Sunday, June 15, 2008, at 2:22 PM
HAPPY PENIS'S DAY.
how happy can a penis get on this day?

however, some penis just doesnt deserve to be celebrating this day.
definitely not my penis, i mean my dad.
lol.
i love my penis, oh no, my dad i meant.

HAPPYFATHER'SDAY.
bless him alright?
:D

i gave him a fries with chilli on this special day,
how sincere i am! :D
cheerios

Posted on , at 12:48 AM
I'M DAMN HOT.
XD

been very unlucky these few days, didn't mean to do it,
but well, i did it.
LOL.


i'd rather i'm the one who get hurt than seeing you hurt.
there's a saying.

Posted on Friday, June 13, 2008, at 5:00 AM
IS FUCKING 5AM, AND I STILL HAVEN FINISH MY FUCKING BOARD.
LOL.
I'M FUCKING TIREDDDDDDD.


BUT I LIKE :O
MOTHERFUCKINGGGGGGGGGGG WHAT?

Posted on , at 1:24 AM
If only everyone would think the same,
then it wouldn't be this way.


and all i can do, is to do alittle to help,
and to seek for blessings.


idk how now, but i hope my love ones would be fine,
and being able to stand up.

Posted on Wednesday, June 11, 2008, at 10:39 PM
you know what's most difficult to be on earth,
and that's being true.
lol.
who would be true to themselves and not say others?
some dont even know what they want, who are they.


i shall stand up and admit, that tomorrow is never coming.
oh, how pessimistic can i be in life?
oh wait, what's life.
just take a risk, make a bet, take it as a gamble,
cause this is life.

Posted on Monday, June 09, 2008, at 11:50 PM
i fell in love, fell too deeply that i cant pick myself up.

im willing to _____ for his success and happiness.
just take me away then.

It is the first, would it be the last?

Posted on Sunday, June 08, 2008, at 11:39 PM
i wonder are you pretending, or am i?

Everything inside never comes out right,
fuck you.
you hear me?


sometimes i wonder who is the one i see standing infront of me?
im so different, and now i wonder how.

Posted on , at 11:29 PM
i fucking never do this before, so i shall give it a try. :)

A) People that have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with whatever questions they want.
B) Tag 5-8 person those who have been tagged cannot refuse. continue this game by tagging others.
#1) If your boyfriend betrays you,what will be your reaction?
Ans: "ok what!"
#2) If you have a dream come true what will it be?
Ans: alch
#3) Which would you choose, family or friends?
Ans: family
#4) What kind of house do u want in future?
Ans: my husband's house
#5) What's your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend like?
Ans: eidsonchen
#6) Which is more blessed?(being loved or loving someone)
Ans: loving someone
#7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: as long as he loves me
#8) If the person you had secret crush on is already attached,what will you do?
Ans: fuck him
#9) Which would you choose, money or love?
Ans: LOVE
#10) In life, what's your first priority?
Ans: you
#11) How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: chiobu
#12) Who are the most important person(s) in your life?
Ans: THE SEAHS, MONS, AL
#13) What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
Ans: LAME
#14) Would you rather be single&rich or poor but married?
Ans: poor but married
#15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: open my eyes
#16) Would you sacrifice the time you spend with your family & spend it with your friends?
Ans: depends.
#17) What is the thing you can't bear to leave aside?
Ans: truth
#18) What are true friends?
Ans: someone true to you
#19) What type of person is unappealing to you?
Ans: fat,short,oily
four people that i tagged:
ah le HAHAHA
leong
joanne
yushan!

Posted on , at 12:24 AM
When i cant hold back my feelings.
Is too much. :(

Posted on Thursday, June 05, 2008, at 11:48 PM
Im feeling rather weak and lost now.
i have always been not good enough,
when can i be?

do i always have to be a useless person?

Posted on , at 1:08 AM
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought that we could be

Posted on Wednesday, June 04, 2008, at 2:19 AM
Hi, i want to be 14 years old again.
Someone better than now.
i read the old conversations of everything,
i seemed to be so different.

is it good or bad?
idk?
whatever it is, is you.

Posted on , at 1:01 AM
What if?
Will it be?
Even be?
Could it be?
or maybe?

Posted on Tuesday, June 03, 2008, at 1:22 AM
If i were to live for only 100 days more,
is mean i am left with 100 days to love you.

"Are you really happy off this way?"

If i were to choose someone to live for the rest of my life,
baby, it would be you.

i'll die for, my grandma's health & to change your life.

In 80 years time, i'll see myself no longer in this world.

Posted on Monday, June 02, 2008, at 4:54 AM
FUCKING SCHOOL LATER ON.
I CANT SLEEP!

Hope i can get through this. <3


Posted on , at 12:57 AM
I thought things would be in my control.
i'm not that strong afterall.


too much sins i had made, i need to repent.
i caused you to be in this state,
if only i could turn back time,
i promise i wouldnt even be in your life,
i'll just secretly have you in my life.
i brought misery into your life,
which in turns hurt myself, i'm lousy.
sorry.

Time will never take away the memories,
and i chose to not forget it.

Posted on Sunday, June 01, 2008, at 1:22 AM
The thought is killing me.
be it the past or future, both is.

the past memories, the future image of you.

perhaps?