YO!

congrads to me.
my shit hardens,
and it totally rocks yo :D
cheerios.


i am getting better.
heehee.



gosh.
my bills went up to 140 bucks.
there goes my angbao money.
so shtizxzxzxz.
feel like crying lo.
and so!
i shall not call and reply sms unnecessarily.
please understand my situation.
so...
do not sms me if you want my reply.
if you want my reply fast,
nice and want to hear sweet voice,
dont hesistate to call me! :D
hahs.
sounds like some,
porno call line.
eh whatever la.
whats your problem.

gosh.
i am replying to myself.
heehee.
idc.


alright la.
i getting mad.
ccps tomorrow.
ahhhhhh.
i love kids.
boy though not girls.
girls are irritating.


and wendii,
we share the same problem cause of that hum.
okay?!
hahahaha.
i wana dedicate this song to you.
my hum my hum my hum my hum,
lovely wedii hum,
check this out!

i know you will kill me,
but WHO CARES.
XD

take care everybody.
especially my monsters,
everyone is getting sick.
and my beloved juniorsss.
others i dont even know,
you can get sick all you want,
infact i curse you guys to be sick.
AHHAHA.
not so bad lahs.
take care too (:

i just hope HOPE...

....

....

H
O
P
E



my shit hardens.
HAHAHA XD

okay.
please pray tat my shit will hardens.
HAHAHAAHA

stomach infection.

it sucks la.
whatever i eat i shit out.
and is those watery shit.
is really really water lo.
walao.


and i had no appetite for anything.
felt so weak.
:(


i slept the whole day.
i bet the pills i swallowed are sleeping pills lo.
neinei.


i wonder what is true,
and what is not.
i'm feelings terrible inside.
is like,
what do you want?
have you thought of it?

i curse the nb doctor.
i am feeling so not alright,
and she says is nothing serious.
walao.

this is the first time,
i felt sick for 2 days lei.
and my stomach,
is still pain.
and my fever is still there.


boohoo.
noone is here for me today.
parent not at home.
no food.
someone damn god important also doesn't care.
so it makes me damn like miserable and terrible.
AHHHHH.

nehmindnehmind.


anyway,
i want to thanks those idiots who went up my house,
yesterday night for all the fun and laughters.
and sorry, if my mom was a bitch,
she just cant get out of her detective shadow for once
XD

and i want to thank you{yesterday night only}
for being there when i vomited.
running like nobody's business for my tissue and water.
and the oh so sweet message.
noone does that before.
:)
thanks for putting up with my mom.
however i did hope it continues,
but the care stopped.
:((((((

aiyah.
nehmind.
you still rock though :D

BOOHOO.

wa.
i think this is when life is miserable.
haha.
you got to choose either poly or jc.
well.
seriously confusing.
see how.


my english totally sucks.
but quite contented with my result.
yea.
dont ask me why.
perhaps i made improvement,
and i didnt really study :D

english was really overwhelming to me.
but my cert looks nice with all the 3 and 2.
no 4 5 7 8 9 and 1.
and a fucking 6 for eng.
nb.
AHHHHHHHH.
if not,
i will be so pro.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.


sucks.
jc or poly.
not too good for jc,
not good for poly.
:(

nothing had been smooth.


to my friends ,
and my loverboy.
what the fuck.
they said GOAT are supposed to,
have a good year ahead,
and this is it.
damn lahzxzxzxzxzz .




what good year.
unexpected troubles.
and truth would be very greatly appreciated.
so loves :D

okay, i want this,
that, this and that.
comfirmed.
bought.
broke.
happy.
sad.
siao.
i want to buy bra and panties.
new year ma.
hahaha.
going to buy many many sets,
be happy for me.

if you do,
cheers for me in my tag!
hahaha


i like being at the extreme end.
if i am good,i am really good.
if i am bad, i am really bad.
is like,
i dont do things in a very average standard.
is either ,
very good or very lousy.


i dont know what i am talking.
next week, working week.
omgod!!!



really hope next week,
will be a nice week.
please!

sometimes,
things just don't feel right.
even if is close to perfection,
everything just doesn't feel right.
is like,
a weird feeling which plays around you,
it just doesn't feel right.

ha.
forget it.


went astons for dinner.
nice okay.
i want to go for dinner again.
even my fart is smell of potato.
woah so nice.
ahhaahhaha .
wtf.



just make my guess,
worries,equiries,
whatever so not ,
a false thing.
then i would be a happier human.
i just want to make it lasting.

you mofo.
better reply me back!
i want to get my clothings soon!!!



haha.
not any big enemy.
just some blogshop,
which haven reply me!
i send them a sms at 12am lo.
and now they haven reply.
hahahaha XD
idc uh



oh well.
need to get my cny clothings real soon.
next week will be working.


sigh.
this week is not a good week.
not at all.
i had been so weird.
idc.


ccps later on:D
maybe np open house.
argh.
i dont wana go till so far.
but i guess i just got to:D


imy so much.
when will you be a real man.
manzxzxzzxzx

i miss monsters.
they all sucks,
cause they went to watch cloverfield.
is for suckers like them.
dont watch it!
hahahahah XD

i miss my saxophone section.
been really lazy and busy this week.
so,
be down on next 2 week.


ok poof!
done.
i love the world,
and hope the world loves me back
MUACKS XOXO.

odai jini.

feeling damn damn uneasy ,
paranoid , not myself currently .
i dont know why too .

maybe my hair ,
my monehhhh which i spent like so much ,
on nothing .
really .
felt like a bitach .
i really wana earn back my monehhh .
and i am having period .
argh .
sososososo irritated .
and i am having running nose .
and my room is like so messy .
and i had got tons of unwanted things .
and i haven take my belt from sis ,
as well as the dress .
and i haven get my pay yet .
and i got many ands .
and i feel so dumb using so many and .
and i dont care .


i hope i can get tht tuitoring job soon .
walao .
why cant i get my pay then start to work ?!?!
ccps tomorrow !
yea !
monehhhh again .
is like i wana buy so many stuffs ,
yet i dont want to buy .
hahs what rubbish .


having treatment and trimming tommorrow .
felt so stupid .
cutting away 80 bucks bit by bit .
is alright .
80 bucks to look better ,
not uglier .
and got to spend more for treatmen t and everything .
monehhhh again .
hope mom gives me my 100 bucks soon ,
and er ,
i can get my pay soon .

i really desperate uh .
come to think of it .
had been spending money like fuck .
really got to control my money .
is monehhhhhhhhhh you know .
walao .
i wana save till a thousand ,
then couple of thousands
then a million !

:D
siao lang .

haiya .
imy la .
that's all .
everything is excuses lo .
i want my gara .
and please be strong .

i extended my hair lahs
okay whatever .
really wasted my money .
cause the person who extend my hair .
really so like bimbo .
and i am stupid enough to heed her advise .
mamapundeh .

i am still thinking about it .
shag .
nehmind
next time will be better .
NONO ~!
no next time .
screw myself man .


sometimes ,
i wonder why stupid humans exsist in the world .
stupid as in not the intelligence level ,
but the way one think .
i wonder why should some human harm the other human in some way ,
or what so ever .
or being an ah lian or beng .
dont they have brains to think ,
that they will die soon without any pride and dignity .
i think guys without any achievements ,
sucks big time .
cause they are to be known as the man .

jap tommorrow .
HOHO !
andandand ,
big head rocks !!!!

went nyp today .
that school is really huge ,
and facilities there were great ,
really great .
watched the band and dance performance,
and some others which i dont even feel like mentioning .
so wuluwulu one .

perhaps i might be thinking about going there .
but my dream school always doesn't happen .
oh well .



i accept myself for who i am .
i accept that i am this way .
i accept that i am not that rich .
i accept that my name is like that .
i accept that i am a singaporean .

that's why i always know my limit to thing .
i know how much i can spend .
i know what can i buy .
i know how much i can score .
and usually when i try to score ,
i stretch to my fullest ,
and reach for it .

i am very proud to be myself .

if you dont accept yourself ,
and got to change yourself for your surrounding ,
you're leading a fucking pathetic life .
if you got to act like as if you are fucking rich ,
spend money like fuck on stupid clothing ,
to look more class ,
when behind the scene you are not eating for days ,
then lick your dad's balls .
if you cant accept that you are singaporean ,
and trying way so hard to be an angmo ,
then seriously ,
find the largest and hardest ,
knock your head on it .
as hard as possible .
i bet the great wall of china aint even enough for you .
cause your head is too big .
stucked up .

just accept yourself for who you are ,
if not ,
how in the world are people gonna accept you .
stupid human .

i really wonder how human get so stupid .
okay . damn random :D

okay decided to change my blogsong .
hahs :D


anyway ,
had my very first japanese language lesson yesterday .
learnt alot .
not only how to say , read , write
i even learnt some japanese cultral .
i feel that i am damn cool man .
hahah .
oh ya !
went back to my band with my school uniform .
i still fit in perfectly and nicely .
woohoo :D
hahaha

nothing much .
just that my mom is still going on with her investigation .
busy women .
lol .

my mom does spy on people ,
especially kid .
xD


you know ,
everyone having new year resolution ,
and the common one is ,
study hard this year .
trying to kid who ?
hahaha .
everyone says so ,
who put it in to action .
some resolution just seemed so ridiculous ,
it wouldn't even happen in the first place lohs .
and especially ,
wendii tan's resolution .
she wish that i would stop insulting people .
i am just merely giving comments lei .
is like fact and truth of others what ,
if they dislike it too bad la ,
they cant accept the fact .
they really got to wha t.
haha .
and if i cant insult ,
then there is no fun in life ,
and that's what i do best .
;P

so wendii tan's resolution ,
will never come true :D


my 3 resolutions are to :
get more hongbaos .
simple .
or more moeny in each hongbao .
very simple .
:D
or more hongbaos and each has got more money .
damn simple .


alright .
hope my resolution ,
will come true :D
YEAH !

oyasuminasai ,
get to bed in 15 minutes .
:D


very randomly i want to say is ,
i love my friends ,
the 8 of them ,
i love my juniors ,
the 4 of them ,
enru , vanessa , shixian and joanne ,
and i love my kins ,
and last i love you .
i hope all of them had the strength to carry on .
move on in 2008 .


oh ya !!
i really hope i can go to pearth this year .
any oversea trip with band .
damn cool .
can be able to learn new things .
damn cool lohzxzxz .
:D


and i hate the world .
and that cb .

my mom is a detective .
woo .
as well as a hypotiser .
wao .
great .

my dad is the patient .
:D
yea great .
i'm so happy .



Ladies and gentlement!
Introducing the Chocolate Starfish! and the Hotdog Flavored Water Bring it on!
Get the fuck up! Yeah!
Check, one, two Listen up, listen up!
Here we go
It's a fucked world
We're a fucked up place
Everybody's judged by their fucked up face
Fucked up dreams
Fucked up life
A fucked up kid With a fucked up knife
Fucked up moms
And fucked dads
It's a fucked up a cop With a fucked up badge
Fucked up job
With fucked up pay
And a fucked up boss Is a fucked up pain
Fucked up press And fucked up lies
Well, Lethal's in the back
With the fact of the fires
Hey, it's on Everybody knows this song
Hey, it's on Everybody knows this song
Ain't it a shame that you can't say "Fuck"
Fuck's just a word
And it's all fucked up
Like a fucked up punk
With a fucked up mouth
A nine ninch nail I'll get knocked the fuck out
Fucked up babes
Who fucked up sex
Fake ass titties On a fucked up chest
We're all fucked up
So whatcha wanna do?
We fucked up me
And fucked up you
You wanna fuck me like an animal
You'd like to burn me on the inside
You like to think that I'm a perfect drug
Just know that nothing you do
Will bring you closer to me
Ain't life a bitch?
A fucked up bitch
A fucked up soul
with a fucked up stitch
A fucked up head Is a fucked up shame
Swinging on my nuts
Is a fucked up game
Jealousy filling up a fucked up mind
It's real fucked up
Like a fucked up crime
If I say "Fuck", two more times
That's twenty six "Fucks" in this fucked up rhyme
It's on Everybody knows this song
Hey, it's on Everybody knows this song
You wanna fuck me like an animal
You'd like to burn me on the inside Y
ou like to think that I'm a perfect drug
Just know that nothing you do
Will bring you closer to me Hooo Haaa Haaaw!
Listen up baby You.. can't.. bring.. me.. (bring me).. down
I.. don't.. think.. so I don't want some
You.. better.. check.. your.. (check it).. self
Before.. you.. wreck.. your.. self
This.. my.. star.. fish My.. choco.. late.. Starfish.. punk
This.. my.. star.. fish My.. choco.. late.. Starfish.. punk
You wanna fuck me like an animal
You'd like to burn me on the inside
You like to think that I'm a perfect drug
Just know that nothing you do
Will bring you closer to me

fuckup OMH .

how would you react ?


perhaps everything is about me .
everything is .
but what about you .
idk what you want .
me ?
is that the only answer ,
that you can give .
is that what you really mean ,
if not don't say it .

i hate having false hope over and over again ,
i hate chasing empty dreams ,
i hate being labeled as my mom the most .

stop , is too much .
for years i had been telling you ,
stop it , is enough .
you never have enough ,
you would want to try .
it really is .
how far can they bring you to ,
you just want to have fun with them .
how fun is it .


they and me dont telly at ALL .
then how can you say you're happy
with me ,
and also them .
cause our humour is different ,
and is a vast difference .

fuck you if you say is the same .
cause i dont want to be grouped the same as them .


my bad for not trusting you .
my bad .
i am sorry .
i cant help it .
i trust you , not your friends .
thats all .

i had been helping you ,
why are you treating them better than me ?
am i nothing compared to them ?


i just dont get it .
what is it you want .
godgodgod ,
you gave him the heart ,
but you hasn't input the brain yet .
please insert it in .

i feel so uncertain of many things .
of myself future and everything .
things are getting up on track ,
but it doesn't seem to move at all .

well has it ?



i do things the way i like it .
i do things the way i want it to be .
sometimes things doesnt seem to be the way i want it to be .
and the outcome isnt my liking .
but i choose to do it .
am i lousy at handling stuffs ?
i hope things would proceed fast ,
and everything will be solved .





i hope you will be able ,
to earn your success and to earn ,
others trust and respect in you .
in other words ,
it would be easier for me .



dear god ,
i hope you hear me like you use to .
i thank you for everything .
and i hope you would continue to guide him along ,
and give him more strength and power .
brain power now , is important .
very i guess .

wonderful new year .

the first day of new year ,
was great .
the last day of 2007 ,
sucks .
oh well .
is the past .




i experienced much during 2007 .
sweet , bitter , sour and even spicy .
hahah .
perhaps ,
everything leads me to become who i am .
well at least ,
i had give eveything a try ,
and i had no regrets .
and all the arguements ,
would only be a lesson to everyone .

i had my consequences ,
i had my tears and pain .
but well ,
at least i give it a try ,
and i know i had no regret .
even the ending sucks .
did you ?


and most importantly ,
i had 8 happy pills {my friends}
and one happy syrup .
:D
pills are easy to take ,
and you dont taste any bitter at all .
and best thing ,
is easy to swallow .

syrup SUCKS .
and worst is so bitter ,
is diffcult to swallow ,
however , is effective .
i still love syrup :D

hahaha .
had a great great laugh from 11 pm to 9 am .
and thanks guys ,
for the wonderful start of the year .
hope it would be a unlimited bliss .


HAPPY NEW YEAR .
do not let the past affect your present ,
and your present would affect you future .
so forget the past ,
make a good start during the present ,
and your future would be great .
:D

i love my juniors too ,
especially tanshixian and joannengsiwei .
i hope i had done my part ,
but for all i know ,
you guys had done yours .
loves .
xoxo