i am damn dissapointed with my results .
in fact all .
amaths paper 1 really brought my mood to the lowest .
i partically gave up everything for amaths .
and oh yes , i failed .
i was damn careless !
3 differentiation ,
i only got 1 right . the other 2 , i copied wrongly .
and the logarithms .
damn fuck .
i feel like smashing myself .

i pass my history paper .
miraculous .
thanks to my source base i guessed .

i thought for it for days .
yes i should be responsible for the decision i took ,
and for what i subjects i had .
i can't give up on subjects i don't like ,
i should at least try .
i shouldnt sacrifice any subject for anything .
if i were consistence enough ,
this will not be happening to me .
i can do algebra , cause i used to practise like mad .
i can't do culmulative grahp , loci and transformation
for nuts , cause i didn't practise .
is not i am stupid , that i can't do it ,
is i don't practise it .
practise make perfect .
i can't be contented with such basic and little knowledge i had .
i shouldn't be so complacence , and think i'm oh so great .

it was my navie thinking from the start .
spotting questions , and abandoning subject is stupid .
i should have studied from the starting .
but fuck it yo , i wasn't consistence .
i never study since sec 3 .
never really .

i am going to learn from my mistake and start afreash .
what's the use dreaming of getting ,
when after a moment we'll be back at where we started ?
we shall achieve it .

and i don't regret my actions .
cause it was for band .
but it is not an excuse ,
at least for now .

:D

devastation .

the lies that tore me apart .
the care that i yearn for ,
the knight with the broken sword
who is now gone .

the loneliness sat within me
the knight wasn't here for me .
leaving the devil to talk to me tonight .
the pain is killing me ,
ease it for me .

millions of thoughts rushing in my brain .
millions of words left unspoke .
the millions yard gap will never be mend .

the drastic changed ,
threw me to the ground harshly .
so harsh that i can't pick myself up .
i am blinded ,
blinded by your used to be shinning sword and amour .

i hate you .

is currently in love with :
would you be there for me .
damn nice the song .
some kind soul send me please ?

hees .
exam week .
been a hectic week .
damn shag .
history and puregeo ppr2 .
sure flung .
my humans is shit la .
FUCK .

but the good news are ...
amaths ppr2 and math ppr 1 was OKAY
(:
maths ppr 2 is fuck .
damn =.=
was damn tired when doing that paper .
then not concentrating .
AHHHH .
and in addition ,
that paper was difficult .
XD

nehmind .
woo i clear my physic .
DAMN HAPPY
i meant ppr 1 la .
so shiok .
i think i haven unleash my potential yet .
HAHA .
bio i didn't catch a wink the night before ,
and the paper was a serious fuck .
damn diff .

today thurs .
the four idiots ,
took 81 from tamp inter to kovan .
just to travel .
haha .
childish .
damn fun .
was so COLD .
haha .
had fun though .

i am in heavy debts .
sorry leong .
X(

today i said something damn meaningful to clara .

C : is all destiny .
S : no ... destiny means destination , a good destination doesn't depend on fate , but on how strong your character is , to bring you somewhere far .
C : WA !! SO CHIM ... *mesmerize
S : hee . *SHY

HAHAHAHAH XDXDXD .

anyway . intensive studying after mid .
i am feeling the drive .
YEA MAN !

TAKE CARE .
loves .
wouldyou ?

boo !
yes !!! end of the week !
wohoo .
been waiting for this day !

monday blue .
was waiting for tuesday to come .

tues , man , all ready for amaths .
waiting for amaths paper .
clock strikes 3 . the paper started .
flip open , stoned there at the first question !
hah . but firts page was alright .
pages behind i don't know how will i fare .
a high fail or a just pass .
was really moody the whole night .
keep thinking about the paper .
i really want to do well ,
and i studied .
but maybe the preparation is not enough .
i'm going to study harder !

wed - physic .
sure flunk .
but somehow , i think physic is kinda common sense .
and i clear the essays question .
so please please ,
cambrigde more of essays .
hahs .

thurs - pure geo ppr 1 .
woot . think gonna be alright .
and yes SIR i can do my map reading .
XD

fri - ss .
was damn spot on .
i didn't look at anything ,
and guessed the question i set for myself .
and it came out .
XD
damn la .
i can set paper !!!
hahs .
second question was basically nonsense .
i threw everythin inside .
wasn't enough time .

chinese and ss was long long paper .
with limited time .
ah . that is when you want the time to stop .
as for physic . you just wish that the time fly faster .
hahs .

but overall this week i never really study .
heehee .
((:

left - bio , geo & history . T.T
some entertainment value ! ENJOY ! loves .

two bitches . loves .

fuck bitch . no love . XD


specially featuring ...



mr ng wana be .




la chi . HAHA .

omgodddddddddd .
i just checked out the exam schedule .
and is damn pack .
and is alot of things to study !
and is really alot .
damn la .
damn la .
what the heck .
pek chek .

but my main purpose here is ,
on the charity show .
okay is good to help the needys .
and yes , the artist singer and whoever ,
help out by performing ,
good good .
but WTH .
they show video of those poor senior citizens !
i mean they are so poor thing la ,
we all know .
they don't have to flim that down right .
i mean imagine the fliming process .
"okay uncle , sit there don't move ,
act very pityful , much more pityfl as usual"
uncle : "why?"
director : " if not nobody donate , you want help ,
must act now ! "
wapiang . the uncle sure very kelian de .
wtf la .
so saddddd .
i see the video i want to cry .
especially , the one on a uncle ,
depending on a machine to survive ,
then he sit there with the machine ,
and then said " nobody vist him"
ahhhh .
so poor thing .
imagine one whole day sit there ,
nobody , four walls , one bed , one machine .
so miserable .
ahh . so feel like crying .

if they really want to help ,
they should set up a centre ,
for them all to stay there .
better .
just sell those senior citizens flats ,
then gather the money ,
and with all these donation set up a place for them to stay .
better right .
rather than ,
go to one place in the morning , then night return .
then those cannot move de , stay at home .
SO SAD

wtf . i think i'm mad .
XD
hahahahha .

anyway , i'm dying .
dead meat .
is all those things .
forget it .
the time had already been wasted .
i hate myself when i waste time .
:(