Posted on Thursday, March 22, 2007, at 8:18 PM
20 more days .i really ponder .
can we ?
i hope we can .
i cant bear to leave , but i have to .
maybe it'll be better .
maybe .
but i know i will miss it .
monday wed and friday .
the sad , the happy and the crazy .
i been through ups and downs ,
and ya i know i'm gonna miss it .
from the first time i play my instrument ,
till the time i play my scales , and finally combined ,
everything is hardwork .
the camps , the drills , the punishments ...
i'll cherish .
i grew up there , and i learnt my responsibilities there .
i learnt how to be a grown up .
it makes me a tougher person .
a superlady .
i like ...
everything . every single shits .
every tears every smiles ,
every frown every sweat
every whinnings everything .
i'll appreciate .
and yes i vent it out ,
but i still hang on .
i hope if i never give up , you guys wouldnt .
i'm sorry for any mistakes i made .
i'm really sorry .
i'm sorry if any of the lazy ones , pull the hardowrking ones down .
i'm sorry .
is my fault .
i didn't handle them properly .
i am lousy .
i really miss everything .
i hope i can give up what i have now ,
and go back to young .
then , i'll start having music lessons .
and ya .
i know is impossible .
just make do with anything i had now .
what's regret ?
and what's the use ?
somehow ,
i really do miss it .
and i bleed with it .
LOVES <3
ALL THE BEST .
let's hang on no matter what okay ?
seniors , we bleed together .
we're an adult already .
let's make the impossible possible .
and show it to our biggest enemy .
let them know , and prove them wrong .
make a name out , and be proud of ourselves .
i know you can . i know WE can .
ya ?