Posted on Monday, April 02, 2007, at 7:27 PM
no one cares a shit about how i'm feeling right now .yes i am shit .
everything been down on me lately .
i hate to wake up , as i don't want to face the new day .
is hell .
yes my results sucks .
is not because i am lousy . is because of the daily work .
and so what's wrong if i am really lousy .
i'll be better if someone is willing to give me encouragement .
but how about you dad ?
you condemed my .
whole family comdem me .
yes i am lousy .
i am lazy .
i suck .
i am stupid .
i am useless .
you guys just don' understand what i'm going through right now .
on earth . the toughest person to be is to be helpful .
caused you turned out to be a fool .
everybody will think you are super .
and expect more for you .
but i am A human .
fuck .
let me die and drown myself .
i don't wish to stay any longer .
everyday is about fake smile .
who can bring me back .
none .
let me sink .
before you start blaming ,
please think about what i did before .
after that , think if you gt the right to blame .
or expect more .
fuck fuck fuck .
i never been like this in my 15 years .
hope it'll be the last one .
i must endure till 16th .