Posted on Sunday, June 17, 2007, at 5:22 AM
all i ever want was just to help .
all i want was just to be by your side ,
when you need someone .
all i want was share your sorrows with you .
all i want was you to be a good person .
all i want was you to succeed and achieve .
all i wan was for you to grow .

all you do is to reject my help .
all you do is to run away from me .
all you do is to stay away from me .
all you do is hide everything to me .
all you do is to not need me .
all you do is to complain about me .
all you do is to let go of me .
all you do is not to give yourself a chance .

i gave in , a million step ,
you just refused to take the a million and one step .
what's the use .

i am so proud of you , yet you're not proud of me .
i had so much confidence in you ,
but you didn't have it within you .
i trust you so much , but you doubt everything .
i believe in your ability , but you choose to ignore it .
i give in to you , you choose to give up .

i helped you in many ways i could ,
in return hurting myself .
i gave you my only helpline ,
and hope you treassure it .


what can i say .
i'll wait .
for the moon sun planet universe to collapse .
just to hear this 3 simple words .
ILY .

is difficult lahs .
impossible one .