Posted on Wednesday, June 20, 2007, at 6:42 PM
Time can't hold on , And I'm not over you ,
I really need to fight ,
Just to make it through .
Most days it hurts ,
Some days it's ok ,
Can barely face the mornings ,
So I'm pushing you away .
I try to ignore my thoughts,
That lie so very deep,
But it's hard to forget,
So I cry myself to sleep.I'm numb to happiness,
Even more so that you're gone,
Nothing to gain now,
Because the reality's so wrong.
And nobody understands
,Don't see that I pretend,
I'm trying so hard,
But this heart won't seem to mend.
The memories kill me,
Hurt me so, so much,
Tears me apart,
That we've fallen out of touch.
Can't explain this feeling,
Pain so deep inside,
Still live in what I went through,
Before you slowly died.
Can still feel the agony,
The cold long nights,
Still can't find a reason,
To hold on tight.
Because I'm so close to following,
Just to get through,T
ime can't hold on,
And I miss you.