Posted on Sunday, June 17, 2007, at 11:15 AM
why cant i sleep ??!?!why cant i faint ?!!?!
i tried many ways ,
but i just cant .
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
i am going crazy .
please come save me my hero .
i need many many sleeping pills .
to sleep .
i need many many many many sleeping pills to faint .
i need many many many many many many sleeping plls
to never wake up .
i don't want think .
i need help .
i don't want , i don't want .
i feel so miserable .
so scary .
noone is here for me .
NOONE .
noone cares for me .
i'm left with nothing .
and i'm only waiting for his call stupidly .
knowing he'll never call ,
i still wait .
i want to diediediedie .
my soul is already dead .
what left is my body .
anyone interested ?
i don't mind .
is nothing anymore .
it doesnt matter to me anymore .
who can make me live again .
who can actually make me eat and sleep again .
who can make me happy again ?
i wished it was him ,
somehow , i know is impossible .
cause he's still hiding !
KANINABEIPHUACHEEBYE .
fuck me fuck me fuck me fuck me .
i'm worthles , i'm worthless i'm worthless .
so worthless and unimportant that he could ,
actually leave me in the night in a unknown place .
he knows i dun recognise route .
but he bear to .
so who am i to him ?
he never offer me pandadol light ,
but to her .
it just seems that ,
i am nothing again .