Posted on Tuesday, July 31, 2007, at 9:00 PM
damn it la sio .today not on form .
couldn't absorb anything .
but today was quite a discovery day for me .
i discovered that ,
i am quite into biocellular or molecular thingy .
about mutation and clonning ,
damn interesting .
haha .
if i go poly ,
so gonna get it lahs .
then i found out more about jc .
somemore is sain't andrew's .
hahah .
favourite lei .
(:
hahahaha XD
now , is just awaiting for result .
H2 bio , maths and geography .
i must buck up on this three .
physic go play farfar .
XD
hahah .
oh drag .
i can't concentrate at home man .
i can't study at home .
i can't do many things .
i can't stop thinking at night .
boohoo .
i thought i could let it down ,
but it just seemed that i can't make it .
i hate being alone ,
cause i keep thinking ,
keep me busy and make me high .
i need extreme estacsy now .
lalalalalala .
:D
okay .
we must know where we are heading to .
set a target , and move towards it .
even if is a longer route , a highway a shortcut .
find one route which you are confidence to get to your destination .
even if its the longest route .
so long it takes you to the destination ,
it doesn't matter .
sometimes i wonder ,
people at such young age learning to commit such things .
have they ever think of their future ?
or did fun just filled their brains .
there is so many type of fun ,
does doing those thing really fun ?
hahs .
bored ?
nothing is bored on earth la dey .
it totally depend on how you see things .
then again ,
i think they are dumb ,
they see no reason in quitting ,
neither they had a reason for doing ?
wait till they grow old ,
then they will see the consequences of their actions .
but what for wait till then ?
why wait till you get hurt , when you know you can stop it be then .
dumb creatures .
everything was shattered .
i know i will have a better life .
but you ?
is uncertain .
one day , you'll realised that what you are chasing are empty hopes .
cause is things which harmed you .
at least i know what i'm chasing are not emprty hopes .
cause they are chances of you realising that fact .
and i am always behind you .
i realised i had change , you had changed ,
but there is still one thing in me that haven change ,
is the trust in you ,
the belief i always believe in .
you're the greatest ,
at least once , to me ,
you will always be .
:D