Posted on Thursday, July 26, 2007, at 8:37 PM
everyone's seemed so not themselves today .
the mood wasn't right ,
the tone wasn't right .
perhaps is due to the cold weathers ,
which leads to all this .
the weather was so cold ,
in addition to our classroom air con ,
it make the air kind of still .
everyone looks so stone .
ha .

maybe you're better off this way .
everybody loves to escape and run away from reality .
the first one to run , is the winner .
cause the other party will have to face it all by themself .
you think i don't wish to run and hide too ?
well , i greatly wish i could .
but i can't cause you had the upperhand first .
ya . selfish .
i agree , and an act of a coward .
it is .
what does these people loves to say :
time will show everything or even solve it .
time will not show , change or solve anything .
after all , the thing will still be there ,
everything . is still there .
time will only dragged everything ,
and in the end allows those forgetful soul ,
to forget everything ,
well , those who cherish those moments suffers .
one day , we'll face it , why not now ?
just admit it , you had got no guts .

yes august is approaching .
prelims are approaching .
and o's is coming .
i feel ultra happy .
cheerios to it !
damn it la sio .
i so gonna spend my 2 months wisely .
time to wash my brain ,
and kill my cells .

things ain't getting any better .
the drastic mood swing ,
the cause-for-the-sake-of-you-i-smile smile ,
the violence ,
the change in attiude ,
i can't explain it either .
laughing outside , weeping inside ,
what's worst ?

no , i ought to master the ,
i don't give a fucking care to what's going on attiude .

those glances , is enough to kill me .
i can't understand that expression of yours .
caused i think it was god damn gross .
something don't change but somethings will .
that smirk is so totally off .

oh heard this song .
-journey ,
yes that gentlemen over the other side ,
kindly delicate this song to me ,
cause i think it shows you .

damn it la sio .
is the brain operation's room ready ?
i'm all aready . ):