Posted on Tuesday, July 10, 2007, at 11:55 PM
fuck it la sio .fuck the migrane that comes and goes .
and when it comes ,
it drills right through the side of your head ,
like as if it's squeezing your brain .
then for awhile , it will go .
then it comes again .
fuck it la deyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
fuck the throat .
so itchy , i rather i got so much phlgem ,
that i cant talk .
rather having itchy throat ,
caused i cant stratch it .
urgh .
fuck the heartpain i am feeling .
is like ,
it comes and goes too .
sometimes i feel it sometimes i don't .
and after i feel it ,
i think about it .
then my mind will be full of thoughts again .
irritating .
i hate tues .
i hate it i hate it .
2 more days to 12th .
the day where i was announced dead .
gosh .
i didn't revive at all .
get me a pen and a notepad .
i am writing down my last will .
take care of yourself .
believe me .
towards you i had got no anger .
is only ,
concerns worries loves and misses .
trust me .
hope you'll change for the better .
loves <3