Posted on Sunday, July 29, 2007, at 10:39 PM
nothing much today .had a haircut ,
and went to furama hotel
for dinner .
very nice ambiance .
suck .
totally .
monday tommorow ,
means the start of a whole fucking week ,
DAMN IT LA SIO .
i am very lazy to do english now ,
and i realised i only do maths homework .
a&e maths only .
gahs . XD
oh yea ,
next week , saturday ,
is shopping day .
hahs .
yea !
oh great .
collecting of result soon .
so love .
so great .
such great relief .
HA !
longlong journey .
i feel for you , my child .
hope you will see the light ,
and change for the better .
i feel that is very strange .
why do people hold grudges
and feel hatre towards people .
can't people forgive and forget ?
why should a minor mistake be
penalize forever ?
why can't they clear up misunderstandings ,
and improved for the better ?
why must such a great friendship turns to hatre in a blink of eye .
i believe everyone has their faults too right ?
taking at no stand .
and trust what i see .
sometimes , you have to reflect on you yourself .
why can 5 people at the same time turn their back on you .
oh , they you'll go thinking that she was the one who influence us .
but think again ,
do you think we are so easily influence ,
or should i say she is so influential to do it ?
or maybe it is better for me to say that ,
will she say such things ?
you said that she was your close friend ,
so you think she will do such thing ?
i can honestly , it had got nothing to do with her .
frankly speaking ,
i admit it feel very bad to be left alone .
don't say you only , i feel it more .
furthermore , i am the only one in other class .
but how did i react to it ?
did i shut myself more , to further the distant ,
or i tried to change my ways ,
and bond with you guys .
wouldn't it be worst ?
shame ?
if we're friend , shame such word doesn't even should be appearing .
don't you feel that ,
insteand of thinking why we ignore ,
why don't you think about where di you do wrong ?
you always think you're right ,
so you didn;t make the approach ,
thus things accumulate .
why not take the approach first ,
then think about it later .
things might not be the way you think it is .
it might be better .
you approach her like as if you wana kill her .
you said that she was a bitch ,
cause you felt neglected by a close friend .
but come on ,
she was being accused did she even say
any mean words to you ?
if she did something wrong without any intention of it ,
and can received such big hatre from you ,
then how much should she hates you ,
when what you said was on intention ?
don't you feel what you are saying is seriously very mean .
seriously ., she never ever talk behind your back at all .
we do talk behind your back ,
but sorry ,
i am the one who start the conversation .
okay ?
and i swear , she never add on at all .
then now you will think ,
" oh . that bitch must be telling you guys about how poor thing she is ,
and she need backings from us . "
sorry , what u're thinking now is so not right .
cause i am blogging after i saw whats on her and your blog .
so don't think what you are thinking is right .
yes i admit ,
you feel very very sad .
i know .
but seriously , you seeked for it .
caused of your easily irritated character .
and your so called , whatever i think i am right character .
and think about it .
last year , she wasn't that close to us too .
and she partner with others in class too .
then what makes you think she dun feel neglected ?
but she didn't say anything to us .
instead she followed us .
she sticked with us .
then don't you think you are super selfish ?
when you feel alone ,
then you stat pushing blames to others .
and to the innocent one .
instead of seeking for hatre and revenge ,
why not seek for others ?
you got no friend ,
and you blamed her for neglecting you .
then even if she neglect you , you should have us what .
but no you don't .
you got no more friends to turn too .
cause in actual fact ,
you had not many friends .
that's the truth .
and why is it so .
god knows , you know .
ask yourself that .
our doors are never close .
please ,
have some own concious ,
realise your own mistake ,
instead of seeking for fault .
such things ,
no one at fault .
i just don't understand .
people just have to learn , to give and to take .
to forgive and forget .
to take things easy and forget about it .
so what if she called us a dog .
will is cost us a meat ?
do what we are being accused for nothing ,
we wouldn't die .
what for get angry over it , and set up another war ?
why not , find some solution to help those in need .
understand this two sentence people :
ren yi shi feng ping lang jing , tui yi pu hai kuo tian kong .
de run ren chu jzie run ren .