Posted on Thursday, July 05, 2007, at 7:39 PM
okay , my appetite is slightly back .oh yea .
i finally bought canteen's food ,
nuggets and oheya .
like finally , after so long .
(:
okay , my collar bone sucks .
is like so damn bloody obvious .
and is so like gross .
cause it kinda jerk out .
hahs .
and yea , me and leong going swimming this sat .
woo .
my ass and wasit hurt like fuck .
cause of the vigorous netball "MATCH"
i had on tuesday .
my ass hurts so much , that it affect my thigh ,
and affect my walking .
and i was limping on tuesday .
hahaha .
these thoughts run through my head ,
over and over again .
i saw the photo ,
somehow , my hear sunk .
i heard many opinions ,
so many that i can't make up my mind which is for you .
if i hold on too tight ,
then you will not like it .
if i let loose , then you might get lost .
D : he knows people are caring for him ,
but more the people cared , the more rebellious he want to be ,
the more he want to show people that he can do more bad things .
he craved for attention , some attention that might go real wrong .
caused no attention , he might seek for more ,
too much attention , he would want to prove more .
S : at this stage , boys will be like that . they woudn't want to feel
inferior infront of their girl . that is not a boy would wants to feel .
moreover , you had taken care for him so long , he should know how to walk
himself already . let him walk .
he will tends to seek for things he wants from his friend who he think is cool ,
which he cant find from his girl .
i'll see how long you can run ?
is no way to run forever , someday you'll have to stop ,
but i'm afraid , one when you stop , and start running back ,
you wouldn't find me there .
then , i'm sorry .
for now , my heart , mind and soul is still with you .
as long as i'll be living my baby you will be .
(: