Posted on Monday, July 16, 2007, at 9:33 PM
time passed very fast today .but well ,
to me everyday is the same .
waiting for the same old shit .
wake up , wait for dad ,
during assembly wait for lesson .
during lesson wait for recess .
during recess wait for school dismissal .
after school dismissal , wait for tutorial .
during tutorial , wait for it to end .
after it ends , wait for bus .
on the bus , cant wait to get home and SLEEP .
wake up , wait for dinner .
during dinner , wait for favourite tv drama series .
after that , wait for your online friends to chat with you .
after that . back to sleep .
and the waiting continues (:
yaya , is my pathetic life now la sio .
but i don't really care ah .
i don't even give a shit to what's happening around me .
okay .
i so want to get done with my o's .
jc or poly .
whatever .
it used to be jc .
but now , my brain seemed like it has stop functioning ,
and my spirit seems to be dead .
so a poly is fine .
biotech please .
(:
woo .
mt LC .
can la . sure make it one .
hahahah .
cheerios ! no more chinese .
whenever i see you ,
i saw dissapointments and terror
and a mixture of disgustment .
that's the reason for getting out of here .
caused i don't feel like facing you ,
and the fucking cb friends of yours .
you called those friends ?
people who hinder you from progressing?
hinder you to do what you love ?
and for that few minutes of shiok-ness ,
you exchanged it for a few hours of your life ,
the pain of your loves one .
is it worth it ?
i wonder what your fucking brain is thinking .
i wonder what my fucking brain is thinking .
the fucking you .
ccb .
i hate myself .
you fucking unds not ?
and oh please ,
your friend ALL got no fashion sense ,
and they dressed like fuck .
and what they do are small kids doing ,
which u think is uber cool .
gross la .
i fucking don't understand you anymore .
you are no longer who i know .
the once i greatly fall in love with .
you seemed so scary .
you drained my energy .
return it back to me ,
will you ?