Posted on Wednesday, August 15, 2007, at 11:20 PM
oh gosh .the taste of the medicine in my mouth ,
sucks like totally .
and i didn't even swallow the god damn cough syrup ,
i spit it out ,
but still cannot make it !
ARGHHH
!@@#%^&*
damn it la sio .
i feel so weak ,
never felt like this before ,
like lack of energy .
damn it la .
why did i actually allow my health to detoriate till this extent ?
dumb of me , really i was .
the day after i was born and the day before i die ,
everything will be control by me .
no one is to blame for anything that happened ,
whoever the victim is .
our mind soul body belongs to us ,
we made that decision .
is my own life ,
i can't ruin it .
i have to make things happen in life .
i got to stay strong .
nobody knows what will happen after that ,
but we can make it happen .
i will .
though i don't know if you're refering to me not ,
i will take it as a yes .
to make myself feel better .
i think i did .
if those xiao meimei you are refering to .
then HOHO .
limbei is speechless la bang .
i need you badly right now ,
but you ain't .