Posted on Tuesday, September 25, 2007, at 9:40 PM
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i'll be your guardian angel till i the end of time .
i will be there for you , before your next tear drops .




there was this 24 year old girl ,
who broke up with her 7 years long boyfriend .
they were about to get married and even bought a new apartment .
the girl was an graduate ,
while the guy was a business man ,
very rich and handsome looking too .
in short , he was what all a girl desire for .
who was always oversea .
perhaps , it might be due to the reason ,
the girl lacks romance or communication ,
that's why they broke up .
not long ago , she met this guy.
and yep became an tiem .
then guy was just a typical beng ,
with low qualifications , and lousy character and attiude .
the guy scolds her and restricted her from everything .
she was a graduate mind you .
seriously , i don't know what she is thinking .
is she chasing a relationship , or just romance ?
is is because she was deprive of love , so she is getting all of it at once ?
but , how long would it last ?
builing up a family with a beng or a successful guy ?
is just a minute of desire .
a moment of foolish .
but who knows it might just ruin everything in your life .

take care .
loves .
don't ask me why .
i just had got my means ,
and i can feel .
remember , i used to tell you ,
i am seahshiyun .
and i am good . :D