Posted on Monday, October 15, 2007, at 10:05 PM
damn .just cant wait for o's to end .
seriously .
one week is killing me la .
fucking hell .
i want to work and earn money .
i want to have fun and party all day .
not that i love working life ,
just that ,
i don't want to be bothered by my parent .
i don't want to live and take from them .
i don't want to owe them anything .
i want to pay back every single shit .
they just don't understand .
fucking ass .
actaully , i don't feel like leaving the school .
school days are fun especially with friends ,
and band .
i cant imagine ,
after o's i had got nothing to do man .
i want to work and attend courses
and party .
but what if those idiots don't let .
fuck uh .
i just want .
damn it .
i need to study and focus .
i had ended my revision man .
i haven even revise all .
fuck la .
please , get everything done .
if only you were here ,
i would have more drive for everything .
i would have more will for everything .
but you ain't .
noones know how you feel ,
but i am willing to know .
tell me ,
even it takes my whole life to know ,
i would and i'm willing :D