Posted on Saturday, October 13, 2007, at 1:13 PM
didn't attend school on friday as usual .miss tok must be very angry .
i am sorry .
:(
went whitesand , study .
didn't study much that day .
went leong's house .
fucking scald my fingers .
minor one though .
quite painful , but is alright now .
went to watch the show mr woodcock .
quite an interesting flim .
irony was there and humourous too .
it says , letting go of the past .
i just cant seem to master that .
you know the beautiful past ,
when everything seemed so beautiful ,
when the girl and the boy was both beautiful ,
when the girl and the boy did many beautiful things together .
when the girl loves the boy alot .
when the boy loves the girl alot .
when the boy was so beautiful .
i have to let go of the past .
perhaps i got to have the courage to accept the reality .
and not to change or carry on lying to myself .
i have to admit ,
you're no longer you .
you were something great in my world ,
yes you are right now , you are nothing in the world now .
and boyboy , is such a disgusting name .
please grow up .
i still think baby suits you more .
however ,
you are no longer baby isn't it ?
you are now a boy .
a grown up eh .
it was all the past .
it is really a pity , for you to become like that .
stop wasting your time .
cause you are way better than them .
you had got better family than them .
but perhaps ,
you just took advantage of everything around you .
stop wasting your fucking time .
i had got to move on .
i had got to move on .
i had got to move on .
why do you love to hurt and dissapoint everyone around you ?
why do you love to give your care and attention to people you don't like ?
why don't you look around you , and see who needs your care and attention more ?
why do you love to lie to yourself ?
break my heart , what for break yours ?