Posted on Thursday, October 18, 2007, at 10:08 PM
fucking ccb .pcb .
everybody go and die .
everybdy fuckoff and eatshit .
ccb .
i hate the world
i hate my family
i hate studies
i hate my lover
i hate my bestfriend
i hate everyone
i hate myself .
is fucking coming to o's ,
and shits are rolling in .
i want to study ,
can stfu ?
ccb
cant all the fuckers just tell the truth ?
say truth very difficult meh .
ccb .
go and die la .
ya la i bitch
i am the worst person on earth la .
wtf
the person i love doesn't even trust me .
go and die okay .
ya la .
whatever i say is nothing compared to what she said .
ya la .
whatever la .
i don't know , to have doubts in you
or not to have doubts .
cause i don't know how to trust you .
ya you .
fuck off la .
what are friends for .
is for you to fuck them upside down ,
and just say goodbye .
fucking shit la .
i not feeling good okay .
i had been miserable for these few months okay .
why when i was about to step up ,
you have to push me down again .
"no i trust her"
then carry on trusting la .
your fucking prob .
don't trust me la .
ya la .
everything is my fault .
ya i am the biggest bitch on earth .
fucking hell la .
i know my future la hor .
i don't need adult to tell me what to do ,
and to contol my life .
this is my fucking life .
okay .
i born to this world ,
is not to accompany you ,
or be your toy .
i came to this world with one reason ,
to lead my own fucking life .
so whether is good or bad is none of anyone fucking business .
so fucking hell .
all my closest one love hurting me right .
tell you .
you all ALL succeeded .
thanks for making me irritated .
fuck off and die .
ya i should die cause i bitch ma .
ccb .