Posted on Sunday, October 21, 2007, at 3:15 PM
fucking shit .
amaths tommorow .
all the best for everyone .

mom's in hospital .
relative pass away .
these days had been rushing up and down .
feeling superb giddy when i reached home .
but i brought upon myself .
hahs .
woke up superb early today ,
and went hospital .
fucking hell .

but i am not gonna let this throw me down .
i will stand up and do what i should .
so even when i need you ,
would you be there for me ?
or would you still be going around to steal bikes .
i don't understand why you become like this .
i don't agree with the fun and excitement at all .
i really wish you would be back to yourself .
and not someone i don't even regconise .

look into the mirror ,
your hunchback , your face and lips colour .
is no longer the same .
everytime i saw you ,
i feel the pain .
cause your image tells everything .
take good care of yourself .
drink more water .
really .
before you realise ,
having a straight back makes you even taller .
well .
is all up to you .

loves .

how can i ever survive .