Posted on Thursday, November 15, 2007, at 1:07 AM
i wish i ain't this tall .
i wish i ain't this capable .
i wish i ain't this independant .
i wish i ain't this perfect .
i wish i ain't this strong .


i can be dumb forever .
i can be wheelchair bound forever .
i can be an idiot forever .
i can be a kid forever .


if all this can you grow .
if all this can make you better .
if all this can make you understand .
if all this can make you love me alittle more .

i'm willing .
perhaps .
is meanings in life so important ?
if not , why am i believeing in it so much ?
perhaps .
just money and appearance ?
no meaning .
that's life .
then what's your life .
and what's my life ?
what do i excatly want now ?

i am a 16 not a 6 .
i should be clear of what i want .
i should be strong and not down .
but so much things just so make me down .

oh well .
life .
everyone claims .
who's life is worst off than who's ,
and everybody whinning .
ever put yourself in other shoes ?
the opposite party's shoe ?


Each party putting on their own tales .
Each party having their own thinking ,
Each party acting a brave front .


Truth might probably be the thing .
you know ?
it solves everything .
things wouldn't be so much complicated .