Posted on Sunday, December 02, 2007, at 7:46 PM
i am on the verge on giving up everything .it just seems like my waiting ,
was just vain .
i can't stand the way ,
other girls get along with you .
and if she is cool ,
then is still alright .
but the main thing is ,
she isn't .
fuckingmother pussy .
i just can't forget everything ,
that had happened in the past .
i cant .
i had been holding back everything .
had been trying very hard to forget everything ,
but i cant .
and i don't understand how the fuck can you do it .
all the daily works and routine ,
just ain't enough to keep me busy and forget you .
it just makes me irritated each day ,
sick and tired every single damn fucking day .
and in addition ,
the missing you ,
makes me feel so uneasy .
i am reallyreally very lost .
i put on the brave front ,
and it seems like it has broken down .
i feel like breakingdown right at this moment .
i need someone badly .
no not you .
i am trying very hard to do it .
i need to vent it all out ,
all the 6 months tears .
is so pathetic crying alone ,
and all i need is someone .
can you breakdown this wall ,
and pull me through ?
tell me i'm a fool ,
slap me before you leave ,
make me dead on you .
please .