Posted on Tuesday, January 15, 2008, at 1:53 AM
feeling damn damn uneasy ,paranoid , not myself currently .
i dont know why too .
maybe my hair ,
my monehhhh which i spent like so much ,
on nothing .
really .
felt like a bitach .
i really wana earn back my monehhh .
and i am having period .
argh .
sososososo irritated .
and i am having running nose .
and my room is like so messy .
and i had got tons of unwanted things .
and i haven take my belt from sis ,
as well as the dress .
and i haven get my pay yet .
and i got many ands .
and i feel so dumb using so many and .
and i dont care .
i hope i can get tht tuitoring job soon .
walao .
why cant i get my pay then start to work ?!?!
ccps tomorrow !
yea !
monehhhh again .
is like i wana buy so many stuffs ,
yet i dont want to buy .
hahs what rubbish .
having treatment and trimming tommorrow .
felt so stupid .
cutting away 80 bucks bit by bit .
is alright .
80 bucks to look better ,
not uglier .
and got to spend more for treatmen t and everything .
monehhhh again .
hope mom gives me my 100 bucks soon ,
and er ,
i can get my pay soon .
i really desperate uh .
come to think of it .
had been spending money like fuck .
really got to control my money .
is monehhhhhhhhhh you know .
walao .
i wana save till a thousand ,
then couple of thousands
then a million !
:D
siao lang .
haiya .
imy la .
that's all .
everything is excuses lo .
i want my gara .
and please be strong .