Posted on Wednesday, January 02, 2008, at 11:24 PM
i feel so uncertain of many things .of myself future and everything .
things are getting up on track ,
but it doesn't seem to move at all .
well has it ?
i do things the way i like it .
i do things the way i want it to be .
sometimes things doesnt seem to be the way i want it to be .
and the outcome isnt my liking .
but i choose to do it .
am i lousy at handling stuffs ?
i hope things would proceed fast ,
and everything will be solved .
i hope you will be able ,
to earn your success and to earn ,
others trust and respect in you .
in other words ,
it would be easier for me .
dear god ,
i hope you hear me like you use to .
i thank you for everything .
and i hope you would continue to guide him along ,
and give him more strength and power .
brain power now , is important .
very i guess .