Posted on Thursday, February 14, 2008, at 12:30 AM
is the anger that keeps me going,faster and faster.
as i ran, everything came pouring out.
till the time i feel that,
i couldn't carry on,
i sit down, catching my breath.
and i know the anger is still there,
abit more and i'll be alright.
you hear the echo of the bang on the wall,
and it pierce right through the hand all the way up.
it hurts.
alot infact.
i feel dumb, weak and tired after all these.
a plate of fried noodle with chilli is the best.
however, i cant take spicy food,
you know the consequences,
we all know.
but i dont give a fuck.
i had been waiting in vain.
anticipating for something that wouldn't happen.
even if it's meant for a happy occasion.
you suck as a planner.
seriously.
i just want to feel love for that moment.
but is just not the right time.
sorry guys, to make you worried.
:(
and i do truely miss you.
how about you?
i ponder.
D: