Posted on Monday, February 18, 2008, at 10:04 PM

Sometimes it is just so confusing.
It makes you laugh, it makes you teared.
you are firmed with your decision,
yet the surroundings would affects it.
you dont know how should you face it,
with so many things invovled,
so much emotions it contained.
A two person's world with one unwanted party,
messing the whole thing up.
it sucks.
yes it does.
and you doesnt know how to live with it,
or rather manage it.
cause you know both side are your beloved,
yet you stand firm.
i might be selfish,
very selfish.
but is so unfair to me.
sigh.
Things will get better isnt it?
i hope it does.
:(
We been through so much,
does it matters whether a bitch is there.
or there is more to it?
i really dont know which emotion should i choose.
i dont know what should i choose.
what to show.
is killing me.
which side to turn to?
both doesnt understand at all.
so what now?
fuck
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