Why cant you just be a man for once?
i dont understand alot of things.
i dont know what you are stressing about.
i dont know what the fuck you are thinking.
i dont understand your replies.

what in the fuck do you fucking want from me.
i dont know what i am doing is right or not.
i just now is very hurting.
i am very hurt
cant you just care for me.
just call and see if i am alright?
what if i really disappear.
you wouldnt even know.
cause you dont bother, you dont.
you really want to wait until a day,
when things get really ugly?
then you will be happy?
like what you are facing now?
is all because of your wrong in the past.
can you just get over it,
what done is done.
then just behave properly, but you are not.

i never ever regretted anything i did for you.
because i am serious.
whatever happens in the past is past,
just let it go.
can you fucking hell understand that.