Posted on Tuesday, May 06, 2008, at 1:07 AM
losing controls, i cant hold on.Now i understand, i really do.
So feel like ending, but there is so many things holding me back.
i should just continue, and never look back.
for all the things i had done was just redundant.
and yes i love you, and how am i to forget you.
Maybe things will turn out better.
just treat that this never ever happened before.
and it will never happen again.
yes i'm laughing at myself.
i hate everything now, just want to be alone,
until you're here back with me.