Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOMEEver notice how all of women's problems start with MEN? MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy.
lol, some stupid email.
i forgot to bring my major assignment, but i guess is all fine.autocad and history, waseh, kinda slack. very infact.and, TORRES SCORED. i dont care if he sucks, or it was tyco.the main thing is, it was my love power,which gives him the will to carry. believe it or not! HAHAHAHA
i come this far, and i see you falling down.so much i want to reach out to you, to bring you up,but you never want to reach out for me, not trusting me, or even yourself i supposed. then what more should i do? to see you fall? and just do nothing. you never realise. when you're falling, i'm falling together with you, but i never want you to see it.
beyond the rainbow why oh why cant you?
i always remember this and will never forget it.
though the music box is spoilt, but the melody remains.
im always day dreaminn nowaday,
maybe all these is a dream?
wake me up, wake yourself up.
when will you?
so i slept and slept despite the fact that i was out.
ok whateverrrrr.
new module tomorrow,
is like i dont even know that time to report to school.
lol.
ho seh!
still have got some last minute things to touch up.
woah, recently many things triggered my anger.
i never feel this way before, but well now i did.
i dont know why too.
and for all you know i am not god.
if im god, i would have made myself disappear.
is not i dont want to let my hand go,
just that my heart cant let it go.
goodnight.
is when you are lost,
and nobody is there to show the way.
cause everyone is giving up.
i just got my feelings mixed up again.
damn cb.
i think i am stupid,
ya really stupd.
i can do it. i can always do it.
sleepppppp will solve everything :D
what now?
i feel weird today.
fatigue.
very indeed.
waseh, how did i actually does things with a blank piece of mind.
now call me cool, say i'm awesome.
half of the time, or should i say,
most of the time, i dont even know what im doing?
walking and laughing with a blank piece of mind.
my mind is as blank as a piece of paper,
everything seems so distant and unfamiliar.
i think is just me refraining, but how can i not to?
oh well. just fuck life.
so much better and relax.
nbc after that?
ok la, i rather do project now than going for it.
so scary lo.
im becoming more gutless.
idk why either.
im fucking having mense la!
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
soooo annoying,
no wonder i get annoyed easily.
i so want to have a superpower!
if i can choose one superpower,
i would want to choose an ability to read mind
waseh, im so fucking cool la.
then i can help and understand people with troubles more.
:)
i feel that im fucking random,
presentation tomorrow, smart casual,
i am smart looking enough what!
LOL :D
i want,
i do,
i think,
i hear,
i eat,
i shit,
i write,
i type,
i talk,
i say,
i joke,
i sing.
i haven been using my brain,
thinking and stoning too much.
so much that, idk whats happening around me.
i met up with leongie babi,
to talk cock sing song play mahjong.
lol!
miss her,
and everybody so much.
and now, so much i want to be young again.
i dont want to see new faces anymore.
i guess so.
just so right.
is alright for one person to feel the pain,
rather than many isnt it.
yes i am so right.
this is so awesome.
idk why, and i dont understand what he is singing.
but it feels so great listening to it.
so much i wana scream my head off.
:(
that's just my decision.
suddenly, i feel so messed up. :(
2 major assignments and im stuck,
very very stuck.
sigh.
i feel so lousy lo,
cant get running notes done,
haven start doing my stuffs.
fucking fucking annoyin. :(
i just feel like fucking my 10 fingers,
alright sounds wrong,
but AH!
i need time to cool down.
this is so sucky lo. so feel like a junior again.
eh wait, i am!
ahh whatever crap, hate starting from scratch.
time to make myself uesful for once.
met up with 2 pigs, lol.
skinny pig is of course, SLEEPING!
miss the fun lo, bitch.
:D
so insecure.
growing,love,progressing,deproving,anticipating,believing,trusting,
ignorance,numb,prone,used,acting,faking,stupid,lousy,dumb,idiot.
guiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguiltguilt.
motherfucking fuck.
everytime you just filled my mind,
i cant get rid of you, neither do i want.
why are you doing all these for nothing?
even if no one is there for you, even if everyone ignore you,
you know ill always be here for you.
and even when you seemed to be lost,
the path back home is never close.
i just want to tell you, cherish yourself more,
love yourself more, like i always do.
and for sure, this is what i always believe in -you.


A picture speaks a thousand words.
So there goes 3 thousands words for you.
:) i know is alot, but well what to do.
sigh. feeling so fucking lousy,
where should i start?
how happy can a penis get on this day?
however, some penis just doesnt deserve to be celebrating this day.
definitely not my penis, i mean my dad.
lol.
i love my penis, oh no, my dad i meant.
HAPPYFATHER'SDAY.
bless him alright?
:D
i gave him a fries with chilli on this special day,
how sincere i am! :D
cheerios
XD
been very unlucky these few days, didn't mean to do it,
but well, i did it.
LOL.
i'd rather i'm the one who get hurt than seeing you hurt.
there's a saying.
LOL.
I'M FUCKING TIREDDDDDDD.
BUT I LIKE :O
MOTHERFUCKINGGGGGGGGGGG WHAT?
then it wouldn't be this way.
and all i can do, is to do alittle to help,
and to seek for blessings.
idk how now, but i hope my love ones would be fine,
and being able to stand up.
and that's being true.
lol.
who would be true to themselves and not say others?
some dont even know what they want, who are they.
i shall stand up and admit, that tomorrow is never coming.
oh, how pessimistic can i be in life?
oh wait, what's life.
just take a risk, make a bet, take it as a gamble,
cause this is life.
im willing to _____ for his success and happiness.
just take me away then.
It is the first, would it be the last?
Everything inside never comes out right,
fuck you.
you hear me?
sometimes i wonder who is the one i see standing infront of me?
im so different, and now i wonder how.
A) People that have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with whatever questions they want.
B) Tag 5-8 person those who have been tagged cannot refuse. continue this game by tagging others.
#1) If your boyfriend betrays you,what will be your reaction?
Ans: "ok what!"
#2) If you have a dream come true what will it be?
Ans: alch
#3) Which would you choose, family or friends?
Ans: family
#4) What kind of house do u want in future?
Ans: my husband's house
#5) What's your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend like?
Ans: eidsonchen
#6) Which is more blessed?(being loved or loving someone)
Ans: loving someone
#7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans: as long as he loves me
#8) If the person you had secret crush on is already attached,what will you do?
Ans: fuck him
#9) Which would you choose, money or love?
Ans: LOVE
#10) In life, what's your first priority?
Ans: you
#11) How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: chiobu
#12) Who are the most important person(s) in your life?
Ans: THE SEAHS, MONS, AL
#13) What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
Ans: LAME
#14) Would you rather be single&rich or poor but married?
Ans: poor but married
#15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: open my eyes
#16) Would you sacrifice the time you spend with your family & spend it with your friends?
Ans: depends.
#17) What is the thing you can't bear to leave aside?
Ans: truth
#18) What are true friends?
Ans: someone true to you
#19) What type of person is unappealing to you?
Ans: fat,short,oily
four people that i tagged:
ah le HAHAHA
leong
joanne
yushan!
Is too much. :(
i have always been not good enough,
when can i be?
do i always have to be a useless person?
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought that we could be
Someone better than now.
i read the old conversations of everything,
i seemed to be so different.
is it good or bad?
idk?
whatever it is, is you.
Will it be?
Even be?
Could it be?
or maybe?
is mean i am left with 100 days to love you.
"Are you really happy off this way?"
If i were to choose someone to live for the rest of my life,
baby, it would be you.
i'll die for, my grandma's health & to change your life.
In 80 years time, i'll see myself no longer in this world.
I CANT SLEEP!
Hope i can get through this. <3
i'm not that strong afterall.
too much sins i had made, i need to repent.
i caused you to be in this state,
if only i could turn back time,
i promise i wouldnt even be in your life,
i'll just secretly have you in my life.
i brought misery into your life,
which in turns hurt myself, i'm lousy.
sorry.
Time will never take away the memories,
and i chose to not forget it.
be it the past or future, both is.
the past memories, the future image of you.
perhaps?