Posted on Monday, July 07, 2008, at 11:49 PM
Emotion turmoil.

everything is just so confusing.
i dont understand why things turn out this way.
why romance just ends this way.
why live just ends this way.
why feeling just ends this way.

i wonder what leads me to do things i didnt expect myself to do in these 3 years.
i know you gave in to me, i know you changed for me,
maybe sometimes what not meant to be, will not be meant to be.
but is just the habit and the feeling of having you here with me.

whats the use of giving you surprises, not sleeping for you,
waking up early for you, accompanying you, caring for you,
being devoted to you, having fun with you and loving you?

some say is the power of love,
i say is stupidity.

i'll just wait for another you and i think i found.