Posted on Tuesday, July 08, 2008, at 1:33 PM
one last time.sometimes i wonder if things would still be the same if we werent even together.
would you be into this state, or even do those things a year back?
would you mix with such people and neglect your studies?
are you really happier this way, or is just to seek for company.
i never want to see or even imagine how you will be in future?
drop out from school?
slacking all days?
how about your piano?
how about your ambition?
the little blue bird that fly high.
the dream that you dare to dream.
is all bullshit.
my friend once told me,
is all bullshit. if you really want to become something great,
nothing will hinder you, for you will go all out for it.
if a guy can feel this way, i think you should too,
unless you are not a guy.
i always blamed myself for what you have become.
till now i cant get rid of the guilt that is in me,
maybe everything was a mistake from the start.
and it has been dragging for too long.
thanks for ending it, maybe you are right.
no matter how happy we used to be,
it doesnt matters now.
cause i know you are happier,
and this is all that matters.
goodbye my love, and thanks for everything.
and now, i know i have fucking better things to do.
and just lead a simple fucking life.
nothing is gonna be the same anymore.