Posted on Thursday, October 30, 2008, at 11:15 PM
idk why but everything is pissing me off right now.so so pissing me off!
there's like so many things to do, yet i'm not getting it started.
NO!
is, i know what's going through my mind,
i so want to do it, i so want to get it started
but i just dont have the materials to get it started with.
everything is on track, and started off pretty well, i want to sustain.
i want to make it good. i want to start doing my stuffs.
i feel so eager to do my stuffs.
but i want to go out and play. i want to have fun and enjoy.
i'm not quite looking foward to tomorrow. or even saturday or sunday.
i guess?
every single human now is pissing me off like mad i swear.
Like everything just so ain't right. every sentence, every request, every word
i just aint have the mood to reply or what. i feel so stonned.
i seriously prefer to be in lesson. i've so much fun in class, and time pass so fast!
and then suddenly, i've so much guilt in me now. all the favour i owe people,
idk why, after 16 years of dependent i suddenly feel guilt towards my love one.
be it in what way, idk why.
is it good or bad. AH!
suddenly, my future bcomes so bleak.
WA! i sound damn damn emotional here ah. like damn depress.
but i'm not uh! hahahah!