I dont know why, hell why?
Posted on Thursday, November 27, 2008, at 10:12 PM
i have no idea what to do now. i dont feel like drawing my design neither do i feel like rendering. i am so lost like a motherfucking bitch i swear. i dont know how to carry on, though i do have a fantastic idea/design in my mind, all these can only be visualize/pictured in my fucking genuis brain(lol) but my fucking mouth and hand cant just it out. i think is because my mouth is only good in eating(duh) and talking cock(DUH). and my hand is just good at ??? maybe this, _I_, yes pointing middle finger. i've got no idea what to do for interim 2 but to talk cock sing song, and get a shitload of humilations, which i think i wouldnt even be bother about it. i dont know why i just want to start on my final model, i want to construct that piece of shit as soon im done with the cunt bridge. argh. i dont know what to draw, cause my design is so complicated, what more, i gave myself a tough challenge with many restrictions, yes the whole class im the only idiot who did that, and i dont feel like continueing with whatever fuck i had been doing.
what worst is if i dont score well for it, which i think i wouldnt, cause it's not as fantastic as it should be. i really am not satisfied with my work, and seems like my lecturer doesnt like it.
Like as if i give a flying fuck about Tp band, but i really do miss playing in the band. so i dont know why i feel like this, but i guess is a habit already, hello, 4 years already.
anyway, im done ranting, but not even started with rendering, how and where do i start? :(