A tittle
Posted on Monday, November 03, 2008, at 11:57 PM
i think i should start having a tittle for each post! :)
today i'm feeling, lazy, empty, tired, sleepy and uneasy day. somehow, i feel nostalgic. many flashbacks start appearing in my mind, and i wonder why. i had been living off well, so please spare me. somehow i got this, i feel neither here nor there, like hanging half way, on the loose or what so ever.
and i cant wait for running! :D cant wait to loose fat, somehow, i really am so fat that i feel so much heavier nowadays, so heavy that i cant lift up my feet, i feel lazier doing anything. and when i sit and stonned, i really stonned for hours. i think and then again, i dont. i dont know. i dont understand, and i dont care. the belief once so strong is killing me.