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Posted on Saturday, December 27, 2008, at 2:07 AM
"Isnt it easier to hate than to love? i think is better to hate more than love"my friend asked me this, i feel that is a very easy yet intricate question. no, how am i suppose to answer to that. it keeps me pondering if that makes sense. and somehow, it makes me hate myself. cause i dislike alot of people, i get disgusted by those people to the core, but i cant hate them. cant make myself to hate them so much, that it will leads to murder. you know. and love comes so easily, even not those love love, but the normal love. you express love so easily and freely. how bout when you feel hatre? how do you express hatre? giving the person a hardtime? then so what? what do you achieve then?
'dislike = mild hatre, mild hatre leads to hate, lastly, hate leads to murder.'
do you really think so? i think over growing of love leads to hate. explosive of emotions lead to hate. but there must be something so impactful that you will hate a person a lifetime, so why not just forget it.
is not some technical terms and defination we are talking and facing here. is not who's right and who's wrong, what's the state of the society now, and how bad human nature is nowadays. is about emotions and spiritual kind of feeling. what do you believe in, and lastly can you answer your own conscious?
and i dont get how my mindset gets going? i dont understand the determination that's in me all along. i dont want it. i want to dump it. you know, to get rid of the old cheese is the best way of finding a new cheese. but im not finding any. i still prefer the old cheese better than all those new cheeses. i cant stand the jealousy in me. is pissing me off so badly. maybe i just dw to lose out, that's all.
how about those different mindsets around? it's hard to believe how a person can ruin themselves just like this. with all those stupid silly reasons they CAME out with just to make life miserable for them, people around them and anything. to find an excuse that, hey its not me, it's..... THAT! ya right, sure. go on. get a life. everytime it's that that make you fail, but you didnt realise that you are a failure all along, cause you fail to see yourself, to realise your own mistakeSSS and fucking got no ball to admit it. realise that you hate yourself so much that you are giving yourself a hardtime by doing all these, and the root of hatre is cause you used to adore yourself so much, thinking that you a damn fucking genuis, fucking good looking, but nobody seems to see it, so you find that(s) to cover up for you. and that's why life is so miserable for you.
plz.go.suck.a.enormous.ballz.argh
not refering to the friend that asked me is to those others.