argh.
Posted on Sunday, February 01, 2009, at 2:36 PM
i desperately want to do my story board for my group, but the i actually left everything in studio! i cant do any work now, and i've got nothing to do. :( i had laksa in the morning, thus of the terrible runs im having currently.
i realise i have a very long wishlist that hmmm, that can never happen.
i realise i'm really fat, like woah, really need to slim down. anything. i seriously will do anything to slim down, even in the expense of pain. sounds scary but im gonna do it man.
i realise i really need alot of security, maybe i should get a guard as my future soulmate. haha. idk why im feeling this way too.
i realise i had been dreaming damn random dreams, and at the end of the dream, im always left alone in the dream, and i always feel lost.
i realise i lost touch with my bitches for like 2 weeks. walao eh. motherfucking bitch. lol!

i realise there's many things i wish for, yet im not getting. i want to be in a fairytale. its so perfect and lovely. everything is so beautiful. imagine all the flowers smiling at you, little animal talking to you, having a white tiger and a PANDA! as your pet. woah.
lastly, someone that loves you for eternity, and he really means eternity.
but it's all in tales isnt it?