Don't let these feelings fade
Posted on Thursday, February 05, 2009, at 8:04 PM
What's up with everyone now? what's up with all these stupid norms? i think you should just get out of what confusion state you are in right now. it's not you. it's so not you. you never realise how many people actually care for you, and like you give a flying fuck about who cares, yes you dont. so dont assume nobody cares/loves you. cause you always have us, your fam.argh.
installation done. presentation to moses done. new module, new month, new tasks. this.is.shitzxz. actually, i have alot of things on mind and somehow i want to get it off my chest by telling/shouting or anything. i thought that it would be nice to lie down under the big night sky and just stare at it forever, stars that appear to be smiling and a huge big sky that gives you security you ever need. i feel like rolling down slope which me and yx tried the other day, and i gave up half way cause the tar road was like hurting me. ok noob. sometimes, i really dont mind giving and helping anyone that needs it. is it too much to do? or is it just you that dont understand? is it cause human always want something in return, yet i just dont want to see another life hurt. i just hope everyone around me is happy and safe. do something i can just to see them smile, does it matters whether you are taken advantage of, when you know giving is a part of you. is something i really love.