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Posted on Sunday, February 15, 2009, at 3:23 PM
Humans beings tends to have past dependency. we try to keep all our yesterdays, even though the day is TODAY. people collect antiques, reflective journal and take photographs, all for the sake of preserving them in memory. then when we realise is no longer real anymore, you ask yourself what for? and then it doesnt help abit, cause things repeat itself, how annoying. i seriously wish for a fairytale, but a fairytale only happen when you meet someone who believes in a fairytale just like you do, but you realise, in society nowadays, there's so little of these beliefs. then what to do?
why do humans have to keep everything away from each other, hide from each other, and not being able to be open towards others? have they ever thought that, if you cant be open and accept yourself, then you cant be open towards others too. i seriously wish to know everything, every little thoughts that came upon other humans mind, so i can help them, accept them and be friend with them.
everythig is so complex, i wish it was easier, nothing should be in consideration, do what you do, feel what you feel. but no, life isn't this way, idk what i want now, and i feel sick that im actually being to think like what a human in society do, no longer cause i want it. is this good or bad. probably the world is gonna end one day cause of humans.
tell me, will you only show your fears, thoughts and emotions only at the last second of your life?
alright, i just want everyone including me to be happy, that's all.